Be different

lie

2012-01-08T08:13:00.000-08:00

we always love to lie
no matter to who
the most common person that we always lie to is ourself
keep telling it is okay it is fine but actually it is not
keep on lie and lie
until the day it had become a compulsory imply action to ourself
living in our wonder land
we love to lie to ourselves
because it is easer than lie to others
人总是爱欺骗自己，因为那比欺骗别人更容易

happy new year?

2012-01-05T08:21:00.000-08:00

happy Flooded new year every one
why flooded? because kuching was flooded today

== 6 or7 area was totally blocked
traffic jam everywhere ==

and another thing is ....................................................................

my laptop chipset has spoiled == it is under repair now
it need 3 to 4 weeks tooooo repair
damn it
and cost rm 400++ seriously happy new year

人質

2011-10-15T11:06:00.000-07:00

我和你啊　存在一種危險關係
彼此挾持　這另一部分的自己
本以為這完整了愛的定義
那就乖乖的守護著你

相愛變成　猜忌懷疑的爛遊戲
規則是要　憋著呼吸越靠越近
但你的溫柔　是我唯一沉溺
你是愛我的　就不怕有縫隙
在我心上用力的開一槍
讓一切歸零　在這聲巨響
如果愛是說什麼都不能放
我不掙扎　反正我也　沒差

人質在這一刻得到釋放
相愛的純粹落得如此下場
你滿意嗎　我們都別　說謊

ya ya

2011-10-05T09:17:00.000-07:00

life is always unfair ...a lot of you always said that.....dont tell me about those Africa ...i am not having physical problem!!!!!!...i dont GIVE A FXXK about that...why she dont like me...why he dont like me...why i look that way.. why why why why i am not good looking ....
NOW there is one option to help you solve this thing : put a bullet in your brain *DEND* every thing will be fine OR OR OR WORK HARDER GET YOUR SELF SOME GREEN OR BLUE CASH and YOU WILL FUCK THE WORLD.

Dont tell me MONEY CANT BUY TRUE LOVE ....without money, you cant live well, dont tell money isn;t that important that is BULLSHIT, without money you think you can give your love one a HOME???????????

SO STUDY HARD and WORK HARD AFTER YOU HAVE MONEY then go bullshit whatever you want.

question

2011-09-13T10:31:00.000-07:00

these few day i keep on wondering , after i graduate what can i do ? this question looks lame, but at kuching here sign...............
i really wonder can i get a design job? except design, seriously i dont know what i am good at it....
draw and draw, think and think ..i dont know and i dont wish to know now
i will just try my best ......

some time i feel so unbalance, i have to work and study at the same time
but when i look back now
i feel so proud of my self
at last i wont ask money from my parent just to hand out or watch movie
i earn my own living
maybe i am just digging my head into the sand
but at least i earn my own shit

words from Bill Gate

2011-09-06T23:23:00.001-07:00

比爾蓋茲的十句話，很受用

1.社會充滿不公平現象。你先不要想去改造它，只能先適應它。

（因為你管不了它）

2.世界不會在意你的自尊，人們看的只是你的成就。在你沒有成就以前，切勿過分強調自尊。

（因為你越強調自尊，越對你不利）

3.你只是中學畢業，通常不會成為CEO，直到你把CEO職位拿到手為止。

（直到此時，人們才不會介意你只是中學畢業）

4.當你陷入人為困境時，不要抱怨，你只能默默地吸取教訓。

（你要悄悄地振作起來，重新奮起）

5.你要懂得：在沒有你之前，你的父母並不像現在這樣"乏味"。你應該想到，這是他們為了撫養你所付出的巨大代價。（你永遠要感恩和孝敬他們，才是硬道理）

6.在學校里，你考第幾已不是那麽重要，但進入社會卻不然。不管你去哪里，都要分等排名。

（社會、公司要排名次，是常見的事，要鼓起勇氣競爭才對）

7.學校里有節假日，到公司打工則不然，你幾乎不能休息，很少能輕鬆地過節假日。

（否則你職業生涯中一起跑就落後了，甚至會讓你永遠落後）

8.在學校，老師會幫助你學習，到公司卻不會。

如果你認為學校的老師要求你很嚴格，那是你還沒有進入公司打工。

因為，如果公司對你不嚴厲，你就要失業了。

（你必須清醒地認識到：公司比學校更要嚴格要求自己）

9.人們都喜歡看電視劇，但你不要看，那並不是你的生活。

只要在公司工作，你是無暇看電視劇的。

（奉勸你不要看，否則你走上看電視連續劇之路，而且看得津津有味，那你將失去成功的資格）

10.永遠不要在背後批評別人，尤其不能批評你的老板無知、刻薄和無能。

（因為這樣的心態，會使你走上坎坷艱難的成長之路）

爱的感觉，总是在一开始觉得很甜蜜

2011-08-30T06:15:00.000-07:00

It all stared this way

爱的感觉，总是在一开始觉得很甜蜜，
总觉得多一个人陪、多一个人帮你分担，
你终於不再孤单了，至少有一个人想著你、
恋著你，不论做什么事情，
只要能一起，就是好的..

但是慢慢的，随著彼此的认识愈深，
你开始发现了对方的缺点，
於是问题一个接著一个发生，
你开始烦、累，甚至想要逃避，
有人说爱情就像在捡石头，
总想捡到一个适合自己的，
但是你又如何知道什么时候能够捡到呢？
他/她适合你，那你又适合他/她吗?

其实，爱情就像磨石子一样，
或许刚捡到的时候，你不是那么的满意，
但是记住人是有弹性的，
很多事情是可以改变的，
只要你有心、有勇气，
与其到处去捡未知的石头，
还不如好好的将自己已经拥有的石头磨亮，你开始磨了吗？
很多人以为是因为感情淡了，
所以人才会变得懒惰。
错！
其实是人先被惰性征服，
所以感情才会变淡的。

在某个聚餐的场合，
有人提议多吃点虾对身体好，
这时候有个中年男人忽然说：
「十年前，当我老婆还是我的女朋友的时候,她说要吃十只虾，我就剥二十只给她！
现在，如果她要我帮她剥虾壳，开玩笑！我连帮她脱衣服都没兴趣了，还剥虾壳咧！」
听到了吗？明白了吗？

难怪越来越多人只想要谈一辈子的恋爱，
却迟迟不肯走入婚姻。
因为，婚姻容易让人变得懒惰..

如果每个人都
懒得讲话、
懒得倾听、
懒得制造惊喜、
懒得温柔体贴，
那么夫妻或是情人之间，
又怎么会不渐行渐远渐无声呢？

所以请记住：
有活力的爱情，
是需要适度殷勤灌溉的，
谈恋爱，更是不可以偷懒的喔！

有一对情侣，相约下班後去用餐、逛街，
可是女孩因为公司会议而延误了，
当她冒著雨赶到的时候已经迟到了30多分钟，
他的男朋友很不高兴的说：
你每次都这样，现在我甚么心情也没了，
我以后再也不会等你了..！
刹那间，女孩终於决堤崩溃了..
她心里在想：或许，他们再也没有未来了..

同样的在同一个地点，另一对情侣也面临同样的处境；
女孩赶到的时候也迟到了半个钟头，
他的男朋友说：「我想你一定忙坏了吧..！」
接著他为女孩拭去脸上的雨水，并且脱去外套盖在女孩身上，
此刻，女孩流泪了..
但是流过她脸颊的泪却是温馨的..

你体会到了吗？
其实爱、恨往往只是在我们的一念之间！
爱不仅要懂得宽容更要及时，
很多事可能只是在於你心境的转变罢了！
懂了吗？
当有个人爱上你，而你也觉得他不错。
那并不代表你会选择他。

我们总说：
「我要找一个自己很爱很爱的人，才会谈恋爱..」

但是当对方问你，怎样才算是很爱很爱的时候，
你却无法回答他，因为你自己也不知道..

没错，我们总是以为，我们会找到一个自己很爱很爱的人。
可是后来，当我们猛然回首，我们才会发觉自己曾经多么天真..

假如从来没有开始，你怎么知道自己会不会很爱很爱那个人呢？
其实，很爱很爱的感觉，是要在一起经历了许多事情之後才会发现的..

或许每个人都希望能够找到自己心目中百分之百的伴侣，
但是你有没有想过
『在你身边会不会早已经有人默默对你付出很久了，只是你没发觉而已呢？』、

所以，还是仔细看看身边的人吧！
他或许已经等你很久了..

当你爱一个人的时候，爱到八分绝对刚刚好。
所有的期待和希望都只有七八分；剩下两三分用来爱自己..
如果你还继续爱得更多，很可能会给对方沉重的压力，让彼此喘不过气来，
完全丧失了爱情的乐趣..

所以请记住，
喝酒不要超过六分醉，
吃饭不要超过七分饱，
爱一个人不要超过八分..

如果你也正在为爱迷惘，或许下面这段话可以给你一些启示：

爱一个人，
要了解，也要开解；
要道歉，也要道谢；
要认错，也要改错；
要体贴，也要体谅；
是接受，而不是忍受；
是宽容，而不是纵容；
是支持，而不是支配；
是慰问，而不是质问；
是倾诉，而不是控诉；
是难忘，而不是遗忘；
是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代；
是为对方默默祈求，
而不是向对方诸多要求；
可以浪漫，但不要浪费；

不要随便牵手，
更不要随便放手..

fromhttp://www.12sharing.com/note/?p=3210

过了热恋期的男女..

2011-08-25T07:51:00.000-07:00

开始的幸福甜蜜舍不得分不开各种腻都在热恋期里..
然后冷漠了平淡了话少了我说这是彼此理解心照不宣..

少了开始恋爱时候的冲动劲儿，
经历得多了，看的就开了，心就宽了，话就少了，有时候一个眼神就懂了..
不是过了热恋期就要分手了，沉默往往是最有力的表达..

认识，熟悉，缠绵..
冷淡，少言，相知..

我们还是会聊天，只是当年内些趣味相投的话题不知道去哪里了。
三言两语没了后来，当年怎么也说不完的内些想说的话什么时候就都说完了。

分手的次数多了，就没有第一次分手时候的慌张不安了，
好像能预知下一步，还是会和好的。
吵架的次数多了，就没有第一次吵架时候的血脉膨胀了，
好像能跑到他心里，下一秒就笑了。

时间是最好的导师，经历多了，就明白了，看透了，了解了..
它总说服我们说，在包容一点点，都那么久了..
我们就忍耐着包容着，不自觉的心就放得好宽好宽好宽，有那么那么那么宽..

我们是过了热恋期的男女，但并不代表我们不恋了..

恋爱看起来像是两个人的事儿，但有时候又是一个人的事儿。
特别爱你的时候，就总是跟自己说，只要我爱你就够了，剩下什么都无所。
自私的时候，就总在想，我爱你，为什么你不能像我爱你一样爱爱我..

我们用一种不同热恋的方式维持着内分来之不易的爱情，那不是平淡了，是看开了..

我们是过了热恋期的男女，我们还是特别相爱，只是没了当时的热情和冲动..
我们心里面总是有一块别人想侵略没法侵略想占领永远不可能的地儿留给对方，
那是三儿你怎么也闯不进来的。

我们是过了热恋期的男女，但并不代表我们不恋了..

时间久了，我们的话题，渐渐变少了，误会多了，就成了泡沫..

有些人腻了倦了就想找另外的新鲜了..

过了热恋期.. 就要更加懂得珍惜以及维持这段来得不易的感情，
彼此也要更加相爱，不要为了小误会而放手.. 不值得.. ♥

就算没话题，偶尔静静温暖的拥抱就够了..
爱情不是要一直寻找话题，而是大家都知道自己一直都在对方心里..

from http://www.12sharing.com/note/?p=3118

life

2011-08-24T08:38:00.000-07:00

this sem i have 5 subject

moral and bahasa

for sure that 2 subject will be my headache point

god the class is so boring

sign

working hard to understand it --

working and studying

searching for the balance

how are you?

2011-07-13T09:01:00.000-07:00

it is bean a long time since i last wrote this blog

how are you everyone?

are you alright?

how do you feel?

do you feel any sadness in the air?

life is a photo copy machine

everything is keep on repeat and repeat

wake up brush your teeth then eat then school then work then sleep then it all start again

yes rite you can add some color inside

it's light you up my friend

looking at facebook friend list , msn friends list

trying to find somebody to chat but...........

how are you these 3 words freeze at the air

sorry

2011-06-13T08:42:00.000-07:00

i am sorry everyone

i am working Monday to Sunday

Stop wondering i have class or not

yes i have

after class i go to work

so is like this from morning 6 till 5 i am at school

after 5 i go to work

well ionly have class on Tuesday and Tuesday

awesome eh?

MONEY

dust in gravity

2011-05-24T08:48:00.000-07:00

we are just dust in gravity

living like others

we are only humans

wondering

2011-05-19T08:03:00.001-07:00

well i am on holiday

but i feel hopeless

seriously this isn't good

i found the problem:

i am too free, i am confuse

i have to non stop working on my study so that i can feel safe

this is good or bad?

my friend said this is good to me

because i have a good aggressiveness

but i keep on worries sign ==

really wondering

relax ~

2011-05-14T11:43:00.000-07:00

finally i have finish my exam

phew can relax

well to be honest i dont know i should call it relax or not

cause i am plaint a lot of stuff

drawing , learn more Ps skill , take more photo ...etc

i wish to improve my self in this holiday

say no to shit work

be hard on yourself now

so you wont regraded in the future

wee i am coming to you ~~~ my drawing life~XDDDD

what's going on ?

2011-05-12T08:55:00.000-07:00

i dont know, whats going on what;s happening, i have totally no idea

i feel lonely now

i shouldn't feel this way

but i did

everything is smooth between me and her

i am starting confuse now

OMG HOT

2011-05-09T05:56:00.000-07:00

sign the weather is like hell

god !

my sonyerison k770i is dead now

i feel shit on it

dont talk about smartphone or iphone to me

i dont give a shit about it

you drop those phone on the flow it is dead or half dead

or a bunch of shit ass problem

like shit

errrr

end

phew

2011-05-07T22:07:00.000-07:00

oh well

i am finally free, have time to write my blog

and of cause photo shooting

i guess one semester take 5 subject is kind of tough for me

nearly suicide LOL

well i found out what is my weakness

always rushing

well time for me to go back for mine figure drawing again

of cause i still have an exam ==

It.s my birthday !!

2011-03-04T07:35:00.000-08:00

well yesterday was my birthday

i celebrate with my gf ,today with my family~XD

today my friend really surprise me haahahah

i get a phone this afternoon when i was heading to my school

he said that something important to tell me --

i was like huh ?

what is it ?

hmmmm

i though it was something bad --

i didn't think too much about that

i did my work in the class

after that i go pick my gf to work

then he arrived at my house

at 6 .30pm

he give me a package

i was shock like -0-

what?

i didn't expect that jing(mommy) will send a present

it is a book

and it is useful for me

i am really happy with it seriously

thank you jing~

life is hard but you still have to go on

2011-02-27T07:39:00.001-08:00

these day i been rushing? or doing my assignment

today i am really stuck at the cup design

i had crash out 4 cup

i know it is not quality work

so sorry for the cup

i have been suffer in headache for the whole day long

i need is time for me to rest a while

where are you ? my idea?

2011-02-16T08:16:00.000-08:00

damn it i still can't find the rite concept for the cup design

stuck on it feel damn shit -=-

come out now i mean it~

weird

2011-02-10T07:46:00.000-08:00

All my assignment get rejected, i am not surprise the result, i know i can do it better

i am not trying my best. I am not working hard enough, i getting lazy and this sucks

i don't want to stick my life just like that .

when you get use to lazy, you are not going to success.

experience mean a lot of thing

i feel relax after all the assignment get rejected, i don't know why

maybe i feel guilty for all those shit i had done

confusing ......

2011-02-08T07:14:00.000-08:00

the typography portrait get rejected ...sad....sign never mind i will done another better one . should put more effort .

i am confusing what should i do now?

huh?

2011-02-07T06:23:00.000-08:00

i wake up this morning receive a massage -- that send by 6300 which are my school CCE department inside it Wrote Academic english class on 7 fed 2011 is cancelled ==

this is the second time..............fine. i am getting use to it ==

in the whole afternoon i was headache about the english report : Analysis pragmatic and discourse as in the language study .....and the similarity between both of them .....

damn it........................

yeah about that picture , that is my typography assignment pick a portrait and use words to illustration out ~~~~

the portrait i pick is Josie Maran, a actress i fill it out by using all the famous brands such as Lv, hugo boss~~~tomorrow going to let my lecture see it ~~~

happy new year HUAT ARRRRR

2011-02-02T08:48:00.000-08:00

this year Chinese new year , i really like it .so many firework , enjoy the dinner with my family
helping them ~~~~it just like back to my child hoot again ^^

happy chinese new year everyone let's
HUAT ARRRR

BT the W in Vietnam this year is cat year not Rabbit for them ~~~

empty streets

2011-02-01T09:12:00.000-08:00

tired? frustrated ?under control ? i really don't know how to describe this kind of feeling........
where should i go? you always angry at little thing, love to shut my phone .........be honest
i keep on take it , i just hope that you can be understand like last time the first month we been together , not this kind of :Tied.

i understand that your family is very complicated , you had a lot of stress i understand ..you have financial problem i understand ,you have to worry about a lot of stuff, i understand. you were boring at there , i understand.

i don't like pointing this kind of stuff out, i wish to sit down and talk about this kind of stuff , but every time we just fight totally no communication.

in a relationship we need to understand and have communication , every time i wanted to hand out with my friend, we will fight and i am go out to do the assignment.

but you can advice me instant of tied me up ?

today i need to help my father to do something and you are angry on it ....................i am beg you don't be angry, beg for forgiveness

you are asking me to be perfect ......but how about you ?

i am just a human .......i need to breath

mom birthday~

2011-01-30T07:11:00.000-08:00

today is my mom birthday dinner so we went to a restaurant at 4 mile there quit near my house... the out side look nice ..the inside design is also nice
but i only give the food for 2 stars

the bar design is nice i like it

this is duck is nice 4 starts

this is an very disappointed dishes ......dont under this

well... a not very special noodle....... i don't know why i can eat a lot of paper inside....
DON"T DO UNDER THIS , THIS SUCK .....

ops......

2011-01-28T07:23:00.000-08:00

yes i know i am crazy .....another ant~xD

today is my mom birthday but i have to work......so she is unhappy about that ><
sign
can only change it to sunday night

happy birthday mom

what?!

2011-01-25T07:48:00.000-08:00

i was truly shock just now, i really can't accept it

Adrian just told me that Vincent father pass way on yesterday , i really don't know about that

Adrian also just get this news today , the whole old class mate all just get this news today.

i felt really sorry for him, i don't know what else can i say and how do i go console him,

sign

wish his father R.I.P

what? make a video about my self?

2011-01-21T08:51:00.000-08:00

i was trying to focus on the ant ....but as you can see ...i failed it ....lol...cause i am not using micro lens ......micro lens are expensive ...no budge to buy ..so i can only use my 18-55mm lens to be micro lens~xD

Back to the topic ,this semester i have to make video about my self ; to be honest i feel that is narcissists .............i cant imagine that: i am holding a video camera saying hi i am choon ling ......that is very ridicules....god ...please save me

And still need to make a movie clip this is going to be shit.....

tired days\

2011-01-18T07:24:00.000-08:00

Kuching city weather still in wet , good for sleep hahaha

just come back after work quit tired, when i am almost leaving suddenly a group of people just how out -- after finish their order ........this picture taken on yesterday

after rain~

2011-01-17T03:28:00.000-08:00

taken after rain, finally the sun come out~=D

raining day

2011-01-13T07:43:00.000-08:00

It is January ,the raining seasons ,the whole kuching is almost flooded i think. I dislike this kind of weather, everyday is raining now; will because of that causes a lot of trouble example: traffic jam! . THIS IS SO OMG and unfortunately i drive a manual car ,this is so creepy think about it
arrrrrr.okay stop talking about those sad news , now go to the photo ; well not really a good photo but it show what am i doing these month. As you can see it is a human figure , yeah i am practicing on this, it help you to get used on human body and figure.~

weee

2011-01-09T07:07:00.000-08:00

Just back from my gf friends birthday dinner, well i guess i can't call that a "Dinner" LOL something really funny happen, so me and my gf go other places and took our dinner...

new year

2011-01-05T07:09:00.000-08:00

200 post

2010-12-30T07:33:00.000-08:00

happy new years~xD

smile

2010-12-28T11:58:00.000-08:00

Christmas

2010-12-26T04:24:00.000-08:00

~xD yeah~xD

Merry Christmas

2010-12-24T07:46:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas everyone ~=)

green

2010-12-23T07:34:00.000-08:00

the thing that grow on my father flower pot~

=>

2010-12-22T08:27:00.000-08:00

life

2010-12-20T02:15:00.000-08:00

most of us live in a ordinary life, almost everyday the same but some time, some people, some thing will bring your day up those people those thing just the flower in the black and white photo

Dont do this --

2010-12-13T07:12:00.000-08:00

yes is a ordinary photo with a over explore aperture, will okay i will explain to you

this happen at last Sunday, i woke up at 8. 30 am an i saw this happen .

i have to go to work on 10 am ,because of my gf didn't take her breakfast , so i was thinking of

after i taken my breakfast i go buy her some thing to eat but................................................

some idiot block my car ( the lousy L.E which had a P sticker on it ).

look i am angry because this is not the first time it is like the 7 time?

come on i know you are going to your church , but can you respect people who live here?

come on~blocking people way is a selfish thing please don't do that please.......

Color~

2010-12-08T19:41:00.000-08:00

There will always be color in our life~

back~

2010-12-05T06:22:00.000-08:00

hi hi hi

i am still alive, stop wondering why you didn't see me at facebook or msn , a bucnh of stuff happen yeah la la la la la la ~and you are not going to know it if you add me in skpe irisling943~xD

well get my new toy which is DSLR nikon D3000

bla bla i know it is not that nice old molder

but i dont have money wa~X.X

but who care

i still like it

yeah get it because of the photography class, well it finish already~~~~

well moral of the class is camera molder is not a problem, problem is your skill hahaahh~XD

photo of i had taken ~

my bored life

2010-06-27T01:34:00.000-07:00

Just realize some thing

i don't smoke, i don't drink, i don't gambling , i don't clubbing ......etc

i just don't ....maybe my life just like an white square box

boring and dead

my day just every day re-cycle and re-cycle

no one really want to talk to me

cause no topic

some time i realize myself too

totally a lame ass

some time i just don't want to make people feel very annoying

so i keep my self shut

and they ask me : are you emo?

i am not those teenage who love to magnify on a little thing and keep on emo

i don't have that kind of interest

just don't have a topic to talk

or maybe my topic just too damn bored for them ?

haha

i understand why girl don't like and love me

cause i too damn bored hmmmm

reason of why i am still single~ weee weeee

seriously which girl want to talk and think about news today?

or think after reading a book?

searching new information ?

seldom people does hahaha

or trying to understand the history ?

or trying to understand everything and every truth behind all the world?

seldom people do

haha

so i totally understand why people don't really like to listen to what i said

just walk alone~

Body of lies

2010-05-28T00:09:00.000-07:00

We all think that we are perfect ,

but actually we are not that good as we though.

We all love to lies to ours self ,lies to everyone.

Government lies to citizen,

parents lies to their children ,

children lies to their parent,

We all are the body of lies.

we lie to our self that we are good,

we lie to our self , to make we trust that we still have a dream ,

we lie to our self to make believe,

we lie to our self to find a hope;

we lie to our self again again and again.

Until we cant keep the lies go on,

the truth come out ,

everything falls a part ;

all the lies broken into pieces by pieces ,

citizen find out the government are bunch of bitch,

children find out their parents had a lot of things are hiding from them ,

parents find their children doing some thing behind their back,

we find out we are not good as we though ,

and then we make another lie to make our self believe .

Again and again until we are all dead .

life's go on

2010-05-15T07:06:00.000-07:00

I just come back from a Wedding dress show
i must admit it was a wrong decision
a bunch of couples was there
just like holy shit
i was an ET alien on there
it was on Boulevard shopping center there
quit near my house
so.................................................
i use my leg know as bus 11 to there
although it was an wrong decision
but still it was an good show
the dress was very nice and pretty
and the model .....erm still have 3 look pretty
erm.... the only bad is i go alone LOL hahaha
all the wedding dress look pretty
it will be more beautiful on a woman that's going to married
or maybe on you? if you are a woman
or your bride? if you are a man
hahaha
i think it my life ,i won't be that lucky haha

when i was walking back to my house
i realized i had long show down lol
only my show down cover on the road
just like i have to walk alone in my life

life still have to go on

i have return

2010-04-21T08:55:00.000-07:00

After a very long time i had gone
now i am back
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
where had i been?
well
one word
ASSIGNMENT
don't understand?
ASSIGNMENT ASSIGNMENT ASSIGNMENT ASSIGNMENT ASSIGNMENT ASSIGNMENT ASSIGNMENT ASSIGNMENT ASSIGNMENT ASSIGNMENT ASSIGNMENT ASSIGNMENT ASSIGNMENT ASSIGNMENT ASSIGNMENT ASSIGNMENT ASSIGNMENT ASSIGNMENT ASSIGNMENT ASSIGNMENT ASSIGNMENT ASSIGNMENT ASSIGNMENT ASSIGNMENT ASSIGNMENT ASSIGNMENT ASSIGNMENT ASSIGNMENT ASSIGNMENT ASSIGNMENT ASSIGNMENT ASSIGNMENT ASSIGNMENT ASSIGNMENT ASSIGNMENT ASSIGNMENT ASSIGNMENT ASSIGNMENT ASSIGNMENT ASSIGNMENT ASSIGNMENT ASSIGNMENT
get it?
i have a lot of ASSIGNMENT, and because of some reason my idea always get rejected , and redo ,will that is my own problem ahhahahaa wish the reason come out is good
i am study multimedia design now . i am more into animation ,wil becaus of budget problem so what i render can't be too realistic ,lol, need a lot of money, going to have holiday soon hahaha
gaming life~~~

i am 19 ?

2010-03-13T09:17:00.000-08:00

I almost forget that i had turn 19 already ,time passes by so fast.
A lot of things had change,a lot of things still the same.
Life is just a bullet, we come out from the dark ,we go back to the dark again.
There is no turning back to ours life . Let gone be gone, history be history ,dead be dead.
no turning bullet life.

Can I ?

2010-02-22T04:18:00.000-08:00

Can i hold your hand and never let go?

Can i use my hold life to look at your face?

Can i hug you when feel sad and down?

Can i take a photo when you are smiling ?

Can i attend every important moment in your life ?

Can i keep every photo of you?

Can i hold your hand when you feel cold?

Can i know every little thing in your life?

Can i know when you sad?

Can i know every little thing you like?

Can i buy a ring and put in on your finger?

Can i forever stay in your life?

actually .....其實..........

2010-02-20T20:37:00.000-08:00

Actually single is quite good, you can do whatever you like , a lot of freedom ~~~~

其實單身很好。一個人自由自在。想做什麼就做什麼。沒有任何地顧慮

Actually single is quite good , wont waste money on valentine day

其實單身很好。不用在情人節浪費錢

Actually single is quite good , can one night stand

其實單身很好。可以one night stand (joking)

Actually single is quite good, can learn 童子功

其實單身很好.可以練童子功

Actually single is really good

其實單身真地很好

at least when you are checking hot girls or hot boys .no one will angry at you

至少你可以光明正大看辣妹,俊男

love? what is that ?

2010-02-01T06:22:00.000-08:00

Well now every one is in love

But do they know what actually love is?

let me explain to you on Wikipedia :

Love is any of a number of emotions related to a sense of strong affection^[1] and attachment. The word love can refer to a variety of different feelings, states, and attitudes, ranging from generic pleasure ("I loved that meal") to intense interpersonal attraction ("I love my husband"). This diversity of uses and meanings, combined with the complexity of the feelings involved, makes love unusually difficult to consistently define, even compared to other emotional states.

As an abstract concept, love usually refers to a deep, ineffable feeling of tenderly caring for another person. Even this limited conception of love, however, encompasses a wealth of different feelings, from the passionate desire and intimacy of romantic love to the nonsexual emotional closeness of familial and platonic love to the profound oneness or devotion of religious love.Love in its various forms acts as a major facilitator of interpersonal relationships and, owing to its central psychological importance, is one of the most common themes in the creative arts.

and on Mandarin:

"愛"字在中文裡有著許多解釋，由某種事物給予人滿足（如「我愛吃这些食物」）至為了愛某些東西而願意犧牲（如愛國心、對偶結合）。其可以用來形容愛慕的強烈情感、情緒或情緒狀態。在日常生活裡，其通常指人際間的愛。可能因為其為情感之首位，所以愛是美術中普遍的主題。愛有時亦會被形容為強迫症。

愛最佳的定義可能是主動行動，以真心對待某個生命體或物體（可以是人、物品、神），使其整體得到快樂。簡而言之，愛即主動使整體得到快樂。（Thomas Jay Oord）。

愛是與生俱來的，所以可以認為是人性的特質，換言之，愛是作為人必須具備的本質之一。雖然世界各民族間的文化差異使得一個普世的愛的定義難以道明，但並非不可能成立（沙皮亞－沃爾福假設）。愛可以包括靈魂或心靈上的愛、對法律與組織的愛、對自己的愛、對食物的愛、對金錢的愛、對學習的愛、對權力的愛、對名譽的愛、對他人的愛等，數之不盡。不同人對其所接受的愛有著不同的重視程度。愛本質上是一個抽象概念，可以體驗但卻難以用言語表達。

well it is kinda complicated

But don't worry

for sure : without love you won't die

without money and air you sure die

so some times don't took love too important in your love

well...........................................

if you ask me

what is love to me

i can't answer you

because i love some one

well unfortunately they don't love me

so..................

they break mt heart again and a gain so ...

i still don't understand what is love but heart break~

William Shakespeare : To be or not to be; that is the question

and i say : To be love or love to other; that is the question

so to be love or to love other

what you pick ?

他媽的人生

2009-12-31T03:36:00.000-08:00

真是他媽的人生,

不斷的挣扎,

不停的挣扎,

疲命的挣扎..................................

死命的挣扎十八年了.................

在愛情中挣扎那麼久了...

最後仍舊一無所有............

在生活中挣扎了十八年.....

最後連希望期望都破碎了....

很疲倦

很厭倦

我很累了

挣扎的很累了

我要的東西

都必須不停的挣扎

真是他媽的人生

真的不喜歡這樣

真的不願意這樣

度過我的一生....

生活就像一头大到看不见尾巴的鲸鱼，它的嘴巴张开，好大好大的黑，可是却不急着把我吞下去。就这么张着.

这让我很焦虑，焦虑到最后，变成一种惯性的哀愁,,不必等鲸鱼将我吞下，我自己就沉到了墨绿色的海底

苦苦的不停的挣扎就是為了生存

真是他媽的人生,他媽的世界

我不是在抱怨,,,,,只是很不甘心

挣扎的很累了

fucked

2009-12-30T07:43:00.000-08:00

How i spouse to start this post again ?

like : today is really a good day?

don't think so

how to make a baby cry?

the best way is give him a lollipop

then take it away

why the baby will cry?

if he never get that lollipop

he will never cry

if you never have hope

you will never feel disappointed

you gave me a hope ,a beautiful hope

in the end you told it was just a joke

i am so tired these day

my result like shit

i admit

24 more hours

then it is end of 2009

look back

i got nothing but fucked this year

is been a long while ....

2009-12-20T05:19:00.000-08:00

hi? hello ?
I don't know how should i start this post
is really been a long while since the last post
3 month i guess
Final exam , UEC
all is over
how is my exam?
how is my result ?
how many A have i get?

I even fail my art
so how think is my result?

well this condition is already in my though
so i don't blame any one

but now i am totally lost
what CAN i study ?
yes i use the word CAN not Should

so tired
look back in this year
i get nothing and learn nothing

look at my friends
look at others
money ,result
they all got

look back at me
just a joke

tired of this

try so hard on love
in the end i get fucked out

this and that
i need to clean it up.......

10分钟让你彻底看透一个男人

2009-09-14T02:19:00.000-07:00

事实上，你想看清某个男人的底细，根本不需要与他相处6个月甚至更长的时间。只要方法得当，10分钟就能让你看透一个男人。

　　美国两性关系专家、精神病学家里塔。本纳苏蒂说：“男人的一举一动都透露出他的性格和品质，尤其是在他失去警惕的时候，在他不再努力给你留下好印象的时候，或者在他没有意识到你在观察他的时候。”

　　一、他最喜欢的运动

　　《男人像鱼——女人如何才能把他们抓住》一书的作者、两性关系专家史蒂夫。纳卡莫托说：“（1）喜欢跑步、游泳等单人运动的男人喜欢独立，这意味着他们经常独处。（2）喜欢足球、篮球、棒球等团体项目的男人喜欢竞争，无论是在运动场还是生活的各个方面，喜欢随时随地与周围的人一决雌雄。（3）至于那些根本不爱运动的人，他们是独立的思考者，经常还很敏感。”

　　二、他与朋友交往的时间有多长

　　（4）一个至今和10岁时认识的朋友仍在交往的男人可能非常忠诚，这是他的一大优点，但是，《聪明俘获男人》的作者、约会专家里兹。凯利说：“你最好喜欢上你所看到的这个优点，因为除此之外，他可能不太容易变化。你要有耐心，因为要赢得他的信任需要一段时间。”（5）如果你约会对象的朋友来自他生活的各个领域——大学、体育馆和工作，那就不要害怕带他参加你亲戚的婚礼，他与陌生人交谈一点问题都没有，他很容易适应新环境。

　　三、使用现金还是信用卡

　　（6）喜欢刷卡的人热衷名利和地位。心理学家、财务策划顾问罗勃。洛宁说：“他可能雄心勃勃，可能自信满满。他会努力实现自己的财政目标。（7）而喜欢用现金付账的人自信而独立。这样的人成为花花公子的可能性很小。（8）如果这个男人的钱包是瘪的，这说明他是一个喜欢信赖别人，需要别人照顾的男人。”

　　四、他的坏习惯

　　（9）爱赌博的男人是冒险主义者，冒险让他们感到快乐。美国纳什维尔市范德比尔特大学的医学博士、精神病学副教授米切尔。帕克斯说：“但是他们总是对自己过分乐观，认为不会赌博上瘾，直到焦头烂额。（10）而烟鬼更有可能焦虑，你想让他坐下来陪你说会话儿并不容易。（11）如果他喜欢喝酒，那么这可能是为了掩盖他的不安全感。”

　　五、他的交流风格

　　（12）如果你约会的对象喜欢给你发电子邮件，而不是直接打电话，他可能是个难以对付的人。圣迭哥州立大学心理学教授杰夫。布里森博士说：“事实上，写电子邮件可能字斟句酌，他有充足的时间把真实的自己掩盖起来；但打电话很容易暴露一个真实的自己。”（13）喜欢发送即时消息的人希望时刻得到你的关注，时刻确定你在等着他。（14）那么喜欢煲电话粥的人呢？他可能有些过时，做事喜欢按部就班，但是，布里森说：“他不害怕与你亲热。”

　　六、他喜欢你穿什么样的衣服

　　（15）如果他喜欢你穿T恤和牛仔裤，或者可爱的背心裙，而不喜欢你穿正装，那么你可能在与一位朴实而随和的男人约会，他同样喜欢闲适、不大手大脚的女人。（16）总喜欢女人穿高级时装的男人社会威望很高，洛杉矶心理学家南希。欧文说：“他可能很会赚钱，但钱在他的生活中扮演着太重要的角色了。 ”（17）喜欢挽着性感女孩逛来逛去的男人是一个自负狂。欧文说：“这种男人喜欢那种被人羡慕和嫉妒的感觉。”

　　七、他驾车的习惯

　　（18）如果他经常驾车在车阵里钻来钻去，或者紧跟着前面的车子，并对前面车的司机怒目相向，《马路争吵和愤怒驾驶》一书的作者、夏威夷大学心理学博士利昂。詹姆士说：“很显然，他有好强爱冲动的问题。”虽然好强会让他在工作中出类拔萃，但是，这家伙很难与他人处好关系。（19）如果堵车了，他仍能表现得很平静，詹姆士说：“这说明他的自控能力很强。”

　　八、饭店点菜

　　《修饰与外形：31天打造新形象》一书的作者、形象设计专家戴安。丹尼尔斯说：“（20）喜欢选家常菜的男人通常稳重踏实，但他也是一个不喜欢冒险的人。 ”（21）如果你的约会对象喜欢点一些新奇的菜，丹尼尔斯说：“那你正与一个率性的人交往，他可能很容易对维持现状感到厌倦。”

　　九、爱整洁还是邋遢男

　　（22）把脏袜子扔得到处都是的男人和把各种颜色的袜子归类放好的男人是不一样的。丹尼尔斯说：“归类放好袜子的人很挑剔。他对你的期望就是把家收拾得干干净净。”（23）房间凌乱的男人更自由散漫，也更开放。但是，（24）如果他的浴室内从没有板刷的话，他可能是不成熟的或者就是一个懒鬼。

　　十、喜欢的电视节目

　　如果他总喜欢守在电视机前一部接一部地看电视剧，那你要注意了。电视制片人、《约会秘密：享受有趣、浮华与有意义的社会生活的简单方法》的作者赫达。穆斯喀特说：“（25）这种男人喜欢用幽默来缓减压力。这可能是件好事，因为他不会把压力发泄在你身上，或者变得不冷静，但是，你想与他严肃地谈话也不容易，这是一对矛盾。你越是想和他讨论一些重要问题，他越想逃避。”另一方面，（26）看法制类节目的男人擅长分析，喜欢思考。穆斯喀特说：“他以解决问题的能力而自豪，在你需要帮助的时候，他总会不遗余力地帮助你。”

　　十一、他在家中排行老几

　　《值得拥有的男人》一书的作者南希。法根说：“（27）在兄弟姐妹中排行老大的孩子有责任感，而且喜欢管理。（28）如果是家中老小的话，他可能富有创造性，还有些反叛。（29）排行中间的人敏感，希望博得他人关注。”

　　十二、在公众场合是否缠着你

　　当你出现在公众场合时，他就像疹子一样粘在你身边。纳卡莫托说：“（30）他可能是在炫耀你，也可能是在向他人暗示你的他的‘领地’，无论如何这都是他没有安全感的标志。”在公众场合，（31）对你的身体连碰都不敢碰的男人要么是不确定他对你的感情，要么是不确定你对他的感情。纳卡莫托说：“如果他对你和他之间的感情有疑问的话，他会和你在身体上保持距离。”

　　十三、他主动驾车还是让你驾车

　　凯利说：“（32）不喜欢主动驾车男人可能会让你控制你们的关系，至少有时候是这样。”（33）一个总在操纵方向盘，即使是在你的汽车里也是如此的男人，说好听点是怜香惜玉的守旧派，说难听点是控制狂。

　　十四、他是否喜欢照镜子

　　每次经过商店橱窗都喜欢玻璃当镜子看一看自己的男人显然是自恋狂，（34）但有趣的是，这还是一个立志成功的男人的标记。《充满自信》的作者希纳。汉金博士说：“外表是这类男人最看重的，他把自己的外表看作是自尊和成功的标尺。”（35）低调而很少自以为是的男人可能没有远大志向。汉金博士说：“但是，他很容易与情感联系在一起，因为他不肤浅，对他来说内涵更重要。”

　　十五、看你的眼神

　　《迷人仪表》的作者、演讲专家黛安。迪雷斯塔说：“（36）与你交谈时不和你进行眼神交流的男人可能不是一个值得信赖的人。（37）如果在言谈中眼睛直瞪着你，他可能想要胁迫你。（38）但是如果他含情脉脉，这意味着他非常喜欢你。”

　　十六、他说话的方式

　　（39）如果这名男子说话语速很快，这说明他是一个直率而精力充沛的人，他可能还有点固执己见。迪雷斯塔说：“语速很快的人热衷于给他人留下好印象，但是，他们不注意自己的听众。

　　（40）说话语速较慢的人经常行事谨慎，他们在说出口之前会斟酌每个字，这也显示他对生活的态度：三思而后行。”

from:http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_4cb566000100fr1a.html~type=v5_one&label=rela_articletagpub

tagged

2009-09-02T08:19:00.000-07:00

Rules:
Once you've been tagged,you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you.
At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged.
You have to tag the person who tagged you.

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. last beverage = Food.
2. last phone call = MY brother
3. last text message = jean
4. last song you listened to = Cascada Evacuate the dance floor
5. last time you cried = forget already

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. dated someone twice = no
7. been cheated on = yes
8. kissed someone & regretted it =i never kiss
9. lost someone special = no
10. been depressed =yes
11. been drunk and threw up = i don't drink

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. while
13. Black
14. blue

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend = yup.
16. Fallen out of love = ha ha ya
17. Laughed until you cried =nope
18. Met someone who changed you = no
19. Found out who your true friends were = not really
20. Found out someone was talking about you = no
21. Kissed anyone on your FS friend's list = no

GENERAL:
22. How many people on your FS friends list do you know in real life = about 100 i guest
24. Do you have any pets = my dog
25. Do you want to change your name = yes
26. What did you do for your last birthday = "eat alone"
27. What time did you wake up today = 6 pm
28. What were you doing at midnight last night = top gear
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = monster hunter 3
30. Last time you saw your Mother =1 hour ago
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life =be the world most rich man
32. What are you listening to right now = nothing
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom = no
34. What's getting on your nerves right now = sleep
35. Most visited webpage =facebook .youtube see1see
36. Where you want to be right now =RICH
37. Nicknames = iris ,devil
38. Relationship Status = Single
39. Zodiac sign = fish
41. Elementary =sun
42. Middle school =what is this?
43. Hair colour = black
44. Long or short = you guess?
46. Height = 18x
47. Do you have a crush on someone = before
48. What do you like aboNope = no
50. Tattoos = wish ,but not allowed
51. Righty or lefty = lelty
52. First surgery = Forgotten
53. First piercing = no
54. First best friend = hah forget
55. First kiss =no
56. First vacation =kl
57. First crush = not telling you

RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating = wish too
60.Drinking = no
61. I'm about to = sleep
62. Listening to = no
63.Waiting for = to be rich

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids? = no
65. Get married = not sure
66. Career = business man?

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes = eyes
68. Hugs or kisses = hugs
69. Shorter or taller = Taller
70. Older or Younger = Younger
71. Romantic or spontaneous = spontaneous
72. Nice stomach or nice arms = nice stomach
73. Sensitive or loud = Loud.
74. Hook-up or relationship = no
75. Trouble maker or hesitant =no
HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger = No
77. Drank hard liquor = no you crazy?
78. Lost glasses/contacts = i don't wear that
79. Sex on first date = i am single abut 19 years
80. Broken someone's heart =yes but i don't want too
81. Had your own heart broken = too many time
82. Been arrested = No
83. Turned someone down = yes and sorry
84. Cried when someone died = never
85. Fallen for a friend? = nope

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself = not sure
87. Miracles = i wish
88. Love at first sight = NEVER
89. Heaven = where the hell is it?
90. Santa Claus = give me a Lamborghini
91. Kiss on the first date = no
92. Angels =where is it?i had been looking for her

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
93. Had more than one bf/gf?=SINGLE
95. Did you sing today? = no
96. Ever cheated on somebody? = i think so
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go, and why? = when i was young
98. Are you afraid of falling in love with somebody else? =no
100. Posting this as 100 truths? = why not?

insane? explode?

2009-08-21T09:28:00.000-07:00

Sorry guys long time didn't update ...

i was busying on my exam

and my electronic project

erm ok

About my electronic project

it is a electronic piano (small)

IT USE TO BE FREE

what? you asking me why it use to be free?

ok.

because first it was the teacher gave those equipment to me

and the a day when after class

i was walking out to school

a junior kid suddenly hit me from the back

and then *poch* the those equipment felt down

i can't put it into my beg ,

because my beg was full

and then a car ran over my equipment ..............

ok .

2 day later i go back school and asked teacher

does he still have those equipment?

he answer me

i have to buy it myself .......

guess how much it cost me?

RM 50!!!!!!!!!!!

on off switch x 17 , 1/4u resistor x 6 ,7805 regwator x 1
30pf capasitor x 1 ,10-16v candenser x 1 . lead x 1

GOD damn .........

ok i don't mind if it s worth ...but .....
i use whole week finished it and checked
but the result come out is ......it just don't have any sound...

i am tired on it .....

RM 50 now have evolve into a piece of SHIT?

damn it ........never mind

and those exam......

when the teacher give use back the exam paper

i nearly high blood ....

i think i am almost insane now

going to explode soon

and blow off~~~be careful guys

emo? money?

2009-07-30T07:35:00.000-07:00

Now days my day are like walking dead

don't know what i supposed to do what i should do

all i feel is stress stress

dam stress

UEC exam is close

final exam more closer

all i feel is confuse stress tired

can i still continue study?

what can i study?

can my family afford it?

money is always the problem

some time i really wander

is it worth for some people rather believe what had the people they say
don't even want to believe their friend said

just wandering only

now all i feel is money money money need to get money

can i get a job?

i really don't know

now days i only feel a lot of question mark in my head ~@@

what is life? life is Fucked up

2009-07-10T09:44:00.000-07:00

What is the differece between human and animal?

answer: animal name their mating as sex
human name their mating as love
human love to use beautiful word to lie
human and animal are no different
it is pointless

human love to torture them self very much
don;t believe?
see this :
when you are born you need a certificate
when you want to drive a car you need a licenses
when you need a job you need a certificate
bla bla bla bla
all is paper paper paper paper still paper
when you need certificate
what you need?
EXAM ~~~
yeah ~~~~
then start the suffering~~

Nobody asked for life to deal us
With these bullshit hands with doubt
We have to take these cards ourselves
And flip them, don't expect no help

stop expect there will be any help
stand up yourself is more faster then waiting others come to you
it is useless to wait

life is a big circle
born ->study -> work->married->have a kid-> dead
then go back again

what is life?
life is always fucked up

money ....result

2009-06-26T09:30:00.000-07:00

my school education fair again~

but this year

i am senior 3

last year

so that is damn important to me

so i need to ask ~about~what ~want ~to ~study

what i am interested:

1) physiology

2) design

3) art

4) hotel management

5) business management

6) engineering

so because of those

i ask about 30++ college == (all is 67)

the most expensive is pilot ~~~~air pilot

guess how much?

270K~~

yes 270k ~~what you can do with 270k?

you can buy a lexus ~~~still leave 70k~~~

sigh

suddenly feel i am poor

no result no money

sigh

hard time for me

some time just wish i could be more smart on study

then i don't have to worry on money

sigh

this day

2009-06-22T08:07:00.000-07:00

Before holiday i WAS 66 KG

After the holiday i WAS 63KG

after the sport day i AM 61KG

!@%^#$%^&$%*&^%*^&%*^&

XXXXXXXXXX F XXXXXXX W XXXX

i am trying to gym my weight up and now it drop =0=

God damn it
i tried so hard

then in a day i lost 2 kg ==

after the sport day my whole body muscle arch

damn pain
2 day can't exercise
3 day can't run

sigh

need to train more hard
1.5 km this time i want train 2km

time is running away

3 more month
i will have to say bye bye to my school
a bit lost
ha ha

where i will go ?
i can't tell you now
really
i really don't know
there is always a road to walk ~

teach me how

2009-06-15T09:11:00.000-07:00

Tell me what can i do to be more powerfull ?

Tell me what should i do to be more rich ?

Tell me what can i do to have a lot of friend ?

tell me what should i do to get what i want?

tell me..i really want to know

am i too bad? or i am too stupid

Tagged

2009-06-04T08:33:00.000-07:00

1) The person who tagged you is:

Jessey also name Haha

2) Your relationship with him/her is:

Friend~

3) Your first impression of him/her is:

erm weak + a bit born worn ?

4) The most memorable moments with he/she:

errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

5) The most memorable thing he/she has said to you is:

don't have

6) If he/she becomes your lover, you will...:

you joking right? if i do my classmate will chop me into pieces

7) If he/she became your lover, what should he/she improve at:

how i know?

8) If he/she becomes your enemy, what would you do:

what can i do? i will just smile and say :how are you?L

9) If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:

like what? i get her bf? ==

10)The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is:

make her slim lol

11)Your overall impression on him/her:

a normal human

12)The characteristic you love most about yourself:

always clam

13)The characteristic you hate most about yourself:

being stupid

14) The most ideal person you want to be is:

nothing but me

15)For people who care and love you, say something to them:

i love you all weee

Pass this quiz to 10 people who you want to know how they feel about you:

1. Rachel

2. ah yao

3. Adrien

4. Brain

5.vent

6.Wilson

7.Norman

8. KJ

9. Janet

10.Cindy

17)Who is 6 having relationship with?

Teng~

18)Is 9 a male or a female?

Female a cute girl

19)What is 2 studying at the moment?

same school with me so is electronic

20)What is 3 studying at the moment?

same school with me so is electronic

21)What kind of music does 8 like?

Love song = =

22)Does 1 have any siblings?

yup

23)Is 4 single?

24)What is the surname of 5?

Ventz

25)What's the hobby of 5?

Game +money

26)Do 7 and 9 get along well?

no .

27)Where is 10 studying at?

Sarwak

28)Say something casual about your eyes:

it is DAMN XXX small

29)Have you tried developing feelings for 2?

nope ~

30)Where does 9 live?

31)What colour does 4 like?

white and black

32)Are 5 and 1 good friends/Do they know each other?

Nope~

33)Does 2 like 7?

you crazy? they are not gay so NO

34)How did you get to know 8?

school

35)Does 1 have any pets?

36)Is 7 the sexiest person in the world?

NEVER

37)Are you sexy?

no ==

38)What am i doing now?

typing reading and listing music

my last smester exam

2009-05-29T03:24:00.000-07:00

Today i have finish my exam
ya semester (期末考)
and it is my last semester exam
because the next semester wont have any semester exam anymore
it become graduate exam and UEC
in my school every year we have 2 semester exam
teacher will every month give us exam to prepaying for the semester exam
ha ha
if you fail the semester exam than may be you have to say goodbye to school
ha ha
i have study 5 and a half years in this school
10 time of semester
first time i scare on it
than feel stress
than feel suck
than no feel
ha ha ha
and today is my last semester exam
i should be happy about i don't have to feel that stress anymore
but i only feel losing some thing
feel like the thing i lose i will never ever take it back anymore
sigh

in our life there is a lot of exam we have to test
the different is
the exam in school we can learn
life exam we can only try out best
how hard you had try the result will show you
in love we can't expect it is balance
we cant expect it will be 1:1
you give 1 than you will get 1
nope
it is not
you give 10 maybe you wont even get back a thing
just let it be .........

不让我的眼泪陪我过夜

2009-05-17T07:56:00.000-07:00

你的柔情似水
几度让我爱得沉醉
毫无保留不知道后悔
你能不能体会真情可贵
没有余力伤悲
爱情象难收的覆水
长长来路走得太憔悴
你只留下我收拾这一切
不让我的眼泪陪我过夜
不让你的吻留着余味
忘了曾经爱过谁
慢慢习惯了寂寞相随
不让我的眼泪陪我过夜
不让你的脸梦里相对
爱的潮水已经退
我的真情不再随便让你的吻留著馀味
没有余力伤悲
爱情象难收的覆水
长长来路走得太憔悴
你只留下我收拾这一切
不让我的眼泪陪我过夜
不让你的吻留着余味
忘了曾经爱过谁
忘了曾经爱过谁
慢慢习惯了寂寞相随
慢慢习惯了寂寞相随
不让我的眼泪陪我过夜
不让我的眼泪陪我过夜
不让你的脸梦里相对
不让你的脸梦里相对
爱的潮水已经退
爱的潮水已经退
我的真情不再随便让你的吻留著馀味
我的真情不再随便给
不让我的眼泪陪我过夜
不让我的眼泪陪我过夜
不让你的吻留着余味
不让你的吻留著馀味
忘了曾经爱过谁
忘了曾经爱过谁
慢慢习惯了寂寞相随
慢慢习惯了寂寞相随
不让我的眼泪陪我过夜
不让我的眼泪陪我过夜
不让你的脸梦里相对
不让你的脸梦里相对
爱的潮水已经退
爱的潮水已经退
我的真情不再随便让你的吻留著馀味

Oodles of Beauty Tips

2009-05-06T08:17:00.000-07:00

Make it part of your day to stop by and see what new little tidbit I have for you. I have been storing these up for years and now I have a place to showcase them!!!

Skin Care Tips

Here are a few things you can do to care for the skin that you were born with.

avoid stress as much as you are able.
stay out of the sun.
don't smoke. This does nasty things to your skin
drink lots of water
get lots of sleep
be sure to clean your skin properly
eat lots of fruit and vegetables.

from http://beauty.about.com/library/bltips69.htm

5 Tips for Natural Skin Care

2009-05-06T08:12:00.000-07:00

Because my friend told me she can't really understand in chinese so post English ~

Tip 1: Give Yourself a Dry Brush Exfoliation

A dry brush exfoliation can be done in the morning before you shower. It eliminates dead skin cells and allows the skin to detox (skin is the largest organ of elimination). Dry brush exfoliation also improves lymph and blood circulation and decreases puffiness. An added benefit is that the gentle pressure is calming to the nervous system. To give yourself a dry brush exfoliation, you'll need a soft, natural bristle brush.

In alternative medicine, good skin is a reflection of a good digestive system. People with skin disorders such as acne, rosacea, and psoriasis often suffer from constipation, imbalanced "good" vs. "bad" bacteria, leaky gut, and other digestive conditions. The two most common sluggish digestion culprits are:

Culprit #1: Not Enough Water Water bathes cells and eliminates waste products, preventing constipation. 5 Ways to Boost Your Water Intake
Culprit #2: Not Enough Fiber Most people lack fiber in their diets - the average person eats only 12 g of fiber a day. In 2002, the National Academy of Sciences Food and Nutrition Board established recommended fiber intakes. For men aged 19-50 years, 38 g fiber is recommended, and for men over 50, 31 g fiber is recommended. For women aged 19 to 50 years, 25 g fiber is recommended, and for women over 50, 21 g fiber is recommended.

Some suggestions:
1. Add Whole Grains - Choose whole grain products over refined. Have brown rice instead of white or make your own 50:50 combination.
2. An Apple a Day - Have an apple, skin on, as a snack.
3. Eat Cauliflower - Try this delicious Roasted Cauliflower recipe!
4. High-fiber snacks - Snack on nuts, seeds, and dried fruit, such as dates, figs, and prunes.
5. Try a "Prune Power" Smoothie - Prunes are a great source of fiber. Start your day with this tasty Prune Power smoothie.
6. Eat Beans and Legumes - Open a can of your favorite beans or legumes. Rinse them well and add them to your meal.
7. Ground Flaxseeds - For any easy fiber boost, sprinkle ground flaxseeds (available at health food stores) on rice, salads, oatmeal, or any other meal. Store flaxseeds in the fridge.

Tip 3: Invigorate Sluggish Circulation

Do you sit at your desk for hours, only getting up to go to the bathroom? One of the best things you can do for your skin, stress level, and overall health is to get moving! Inactivity may affect skin and promote bloating and puffiness, acne, cellulite, and loss of muscle tone. You'll learn more about exercise in Step 9 of the Wellness Makeover. Here are some quick suggestions:

Take a quick break to go outside and walk around the block.
Book a massage therapy appointment.
Close your door and stretch.
Go to the gym.
Start each morning by stretching.
Get a skipping rope.

Tip #4: Avoid Excess Sugar

Most people do not realize this but excess sugar is considered one of the main causes of premature aging. The more sugar we eat, the more sugar we have entering our bloodstream. Over time, this can result in a process known as glycation, which is when a glucose (sugar) molecule damages a protein molecule by sticking to it. The new molecules formed are called advanced glycation end-products, or AGEs. AGEs damage collagen in skin, cartilage, and ligaments and promote a loss of elasticity. Wrinkles form and skin begins to sag.

Try This - It may seem impossible to reduce your sugar intake, but it can be done! A gradual approach works best. In the next week, choose one thing you're going to do to decrease the amount of sugar you consume. For example, start by cutting the amount of sugar in your daily coffee or tea by half. Every week, find another way you can decrease your sugar intake. Pretty soon, you'll be surprised at how far you've come!

Tip #5: Eat Some Good Fats

Essential fatty acids are simply fats your body cannot live without. They are needed to make cell membranes, hormones, and other body chemicals. Essential fats are thought to keep your heart healthy, fight inflammation, and possibly prevent cancer. They are also particularly important to people with inflammatory conditions such as eczema and acne, and also for people with dry skin. People with essential fat deficiency sometimes notice bumps on the backs of their arms. Here are my suggestions on getting more essential fats:

Flaxseed and walnut oil - Use flaxeed oil or walnut oil with balsamic vinegar as a salad dressing. Be sure to keep these oils refrigerated. They should not be heated or used for cooking.
Cold water fish - Sardines are a good source of essential fats. Salmon is another good source, however these salmon accumulate toxic polychlorinated biphenyls (otherwise known as PCBs) in their body fat during the 95 percent of their lives they spend at sea.
Supplements - Consider fish oil supplements.

From http://altmedicine.about.com/od/optimumhealthessentials/a/5_Tips_Skin.htm

贪吃易胖女生必学的三大超有效减肥绝招

2009-05-04T02:25:00.000-07:00

　　洛克斐勒大学研究人员发现，当人体到达青春期的时候，会刺激身体分泌一种叫做“galanin”的物质，这种物质不但会让人胃口大开，还会让人专挑“又油又肥、热量特高”的食物用力吃。可怕的是，这种吃吃喝喝的过程，又会刺激“galanin”的分泌，如此地恶性循环，当然会造就壮观的身材囉。

　　研究人员针对老鼠进行食物油脂成份与肥胖的研究，从发育期之前到发育期之后，逐渐增加食物的油脂含量。结果发现，母老鼠比公老鼠更爱吃油脂，而且母老鼠比公老鼠更能够制造galanin，这是为了让发育后的母老鼠能够在体内“囤积”适当的脂肪来哺育小宝宝之用的。这正好可以说明同年龄的青少年中，女生比男生来得胖、也来得爱吃的实例。

　　但是对人类来说，如果让身体在发育期时对油脂爱不释手，不但会让体型一“发”不可收拾，还会让身体的脂肪牢牢地黏在身上，要花很多力气才能成功地减肥呢。

　　若事实真是如此，贪吃的小女生要如何做才能减肥呢？专家的建议是：

　　1、减肥餐会让你体重失调：太早吃减肥餐会导致身体功能失调，反而无法成功地减肥。均衡的饮食，特别是增加蔬菜、水果、五谷杂粮的摄取，才能够帮助成长中的青少年获得长高长大的营养素。

　　2、运动才能减肥：只有利用运动才能消耗过多的热量，同时也有助于雕塑身体的健康曲线。

　　3、少吃零食、只吃正餐：零食的热量非常高，小小一袋饼干、巧克力、薯条，就比一碗饭和一片土司的热量高出许多。不吃零食、三餐正常，才能让身体吸收足够的热量，又不会发胖。'

from 医药网

运动减肥

2009-05-04T01:41:00.000-07:00

Well lady

if you want to keep fit

exercise is the best way

keep it long

you will see the consequence

thing can't go fast

运动减肥最健康，但不能马上见效，所以运动减肥必须持之以恒，走一小时的路或台大运动场慢跑十二圈(半小时) 才能把它烧完，这是运动减肥的难处。更何况运动后胃口大开，输入的食物热量一不小心就会超过辛苦运动时烧掉的热量，因此，很多人运动后体重不减反增。
运动还必须配合节食，才能有效燃烧体内多馀的脂肪，减肥也才会有效；但只凭节食就能有效减肥。节食减肥的最初二周，体重下降得最快，但节食越久，减去的体重会越来越少。节食减肥满六个月后，人体的基础代谢率(指细胞的工作效率) 会滑落四成，人体内脂肪烧得越来越慢，体重越来越难下降。人类到了中年开始老化后，也是由于基础代谢率变慢，才使脂肪在体内堆积而长胖；经常运动的人在停止运动后，也是基础代谢率变慢而积肥长胖。

运动能提高基础代谢率，使体内脂肪迅速燃烧，每次运动后，人体基础代谢率升高的时间可持续二十四小时，故二天运动一次(或每周运动三次)，每次半小时以上，使身体烧掉三百卡以上的热能，就能使人体的基础代谢率不至减缓，此时又一面节食，人体内多馀的脂肪才能有效燃烧掉。

如每次运动只十五分钟，则烧掉的是糖类，烧不掉脂肪；运动半小时后，才会开始燃烧较多的脂肪，每次运动的时间越久，烧掉的脂肪越多，这是因为连续性运动的主要能源是脂肪而不是糖类。相反的，瞬时爆发性运动的能源是糖类而不是脂肪，故这类运动对减肥无益。

摘自《雅寇营养减肥网》

Simple skin care

2009-05-03T06:24:00.000-07:00

Actually you don't need a lot of products on your skin and face

all you have to do is :

every week have 3 to 4 day exercise

everyday drink 1800ml or 2000ml of clean water

don't eat too much spicy food and oil food

wash your face clean on the morning and night before you sleep

every day sleep before 11 pm

the most late you can sleep is on 12.30am

and don't smoke

eat fruit and vegetable

if only you are allergy

if not don't use too much face products on your face

and go find those doctor to help

don't simply use product you don't really know

don't simply eat those medicine

and be happy

don't simply touch your face

cause your hand very dirty

when you touch it must wash your hand

and when your wet

change your cloths

keep yourself clean

and it will keep your skin clean

use warm water to bath yourself first

in the end use cold water wash all the body product

To all the lady

2009-05-03T06:17:00.000-07:00

Well all the beautity and cleaning post is for yourself

it is help you to get your skin clean and smooth

not just because of boy like it

so you go do it

it is for your own

live your life

make yourself pretty and nice

because you deserved it

because of your own

NOT BECAUSE OF BOY

Build your body up

2009-05-03T06:08:00.000-07:00

跑步帮你塑造性感身材

　　天气渐渐转凉，秋高气爽的时节里，倘若还没有出游计划的话，不妨来给自己身体塑塑形。现今，越来越多的白领们将慢跑作为一种平日里简单易行，实现自己美好身材的生活方式。清晨或是傍晚，穿上透气的运动装，换上舒适的运动鞋，找一条适宜慢跑的小径，与周围的绿色一起呼吸吧。

　　Run1 慢跑前要做好准备

　　做有氧运动前充分地将身体的潜在热能调整到准备状态，有利于身体内机能的调整，激发身体中的“GHRELIN”激素，促进脑内学习区域的神经细胞，一定程度上可以提高记忆力。

　　·慢跑前的准备动作你要会哦！站立，双手叉腰，交替活动踝关节。

　　·减轻心理压力：持续处于竞争激烈的大环境中，如不排除紧张情绪、精神及心理压力，将永远处于劣势。适度的慢跑准备可以减轻心理负担，保持良好心态。

　　·练习闪点：热身运动可以提高肌肉温度，使肌肉变得柔软，不易被拉伤。

　　·练习指数：★★★

　　·练习时间：跑前(准备动作)，也可随时练习。

时间&速度是快速健康减重的关键
　　Run2 时间&速度是快速健康减重的关键

　　慢跑时的时间和速度取决于跑步时步伐姿态，一般有氧练习的时间为20至30分钟，时间太长会造成肌肉疲劳不利于健康。

　　·速度性练习需要掌握。慢跑时首先两腿交替抬高，活动髋关节，然后逐渐提高速度，膝盖尽可能触及上腹部为好,手臂前后摆动，跑步时前脚掌先着地，过渡到全脚掌着地。

　　·增进心肺功能：持之以恒的慢跑将会使心脏收缩，血液输出增加，降低安静心率，减低血压，提高身体的健康指数。

　　·练习闪点：可以加快血液循环，提高肌肉的摄氧量，但速度不宜过快，将有氧心率控制在60%—80%；避免无效运动，脂肪在无氧状况下将会停止分解，在上述心率控制外，减脂不可保证。

　　·练习指数：★★★

　　·练习时间：清晨或傍晚为佳。

充分燃烧脂肪的美丽塑形

　　Run3 充分燃烧脂肪的美丽塑形

　　慢跑后，舒展身体可以使身体中的多余脂肪充分地进行燃烧，让身体大多部位得到锻炼，塑造你的完美S曲线。

　　·正确的姿势和放松的心态是美丽的诀窍。两手置于头部上方，合拢做伸展姿态，拉伸躯干部。

　　·有效的塑形减脂：规律不间断的慢跑运动练习可以大量消耗身体中的多余脂肪，而跑后的辅助练习，如缓解身体的拉伸锻炼，是塑造身体美丽的S形曲线、增强肌力和耐力的最佳选择。

　　·练习闪点：慢跑运动后，做适量的伸展，可以缓和过速的心率。

　　·练习指数：★★★★

　　·练习时间：清晨或傍晚为佳。

From :美容大王

how to clean your back ~

2009-05-03T05:22:00.000-07:00

紧致背部美肤术

　　健康、性感的背部有什么特征？首先，就要像简-方达的美背那样紧绷、有弹性。其次含水度高的背部触摸起来极为光滑、柔软，闭上眼睛仿佛是抚摸丝绸般轻盈。再次灼灼其华的光泽也是加分的关键……微微凸出的肩胛、浅浅陷入的脊骨、还有从上至下收缩有度的背部、腰身曲线，都传递着性感的气息。

　　Point 1：调解背部肌肤光泽度

　　除了脚底，背部皮肤是全身最厚的部分，因而背部的循环代谢能力较弱，油脂分泌又特别旺盛，导致皮肤粗糙，肤色暗沉，易生痘痘和油脂粒。想增加背部的光泽，要做到以下几点：

　　平时在洗澡时要多在背上下功夫，利用深层洁肤膜来清除毛孔中的脏污，并使用磨砂膏去角质，如果本身肌肤的毛细孔较粗，可在沐浴后洒上一些收敛水，帮助背部肌肤恢复紧致细腻和光滑，然后使用含有代谢角质、美白作用的乳液，帮助皮肤恢复滋润和白净。

　　去美容院做专门的美背护理，由内而外的调理，精油刮痧护理就是很好的一项。使用中式刮痧器具，配合西方香薰植物精油，沿人体特定的经络穴位走向，运用特殊技法，使全身或局部经络穴位在刮痧板的刺激下循环畅通，从而达到活血化淤、舒通经络、排出痧气，调整阴阳平衡，激活细胞再生修复功能，加速代谢、抗氧美白、行气消斑的美肤保健功效。但是刮痧后很长时间，背部的淤紫是不能让人看的，所以要在婚前至少一个月做。

　　Point 2：小动作重塑背部完美曲线

　　1、身体站直呈抬头挺胸姿态，双脚并举。双手十指交叉在臀部上方手心朝外。

　　2、手臂保持直线。慢慢将上半身向前倾。手臂向上抬起。交握得手心向外用力撑出。保持该姿态约10秒钟，再恢复原状。

　　3、身体呈趴地跪拜姿势。以手掌和膝盖支撑身体，背打平。面朝下。

　　4、正常吸气后再吐气，臀部坐在脚跟处。双臂呈倾斜直线，头尽量往地上贴近。

　　5、臀部跪在小腿上。依靠坐下后往身后的拉力和手臂往前的拉力，使背部的到完整伸展。保持这个姿势10秒钟，吸气并慢慢恢复原来的姿态

　Point 3：提升背部肌肤紧实度

　　1、背部紧实操--每天利用睡前10分钟的时间做做背部的伸展运动，帮助背部恢复紧绷，同时可以消减背部多余的脂肪，令背部的线条更加曲美动人：俯卧在床上，双手扶于脑后，用背部的力量将头部轻轻抬起即可。平时勤伸懒腰、扭动腰部也会有助于加紧背部肌肤。

　　2、迷迭香乳液紧实背部--背部和脸部一样也需要日常的呵护，平时通过简单的涂抹也有助于成就紧实美丽的背部。先用身体磨砂产品彻底清除背部老硬角质，再以含有迷迭香成分的身体乳液反复按摩背部10分钟左右，紧实背部肌肉，每天洗澡后都进行相同步骤，一周左右就可见收效。

　　3、香薰中式背部护理--植物的芳香能够将平时一贯紧张的背部肌肤瞬间放松，像闪电般获得全新的感受，桑拿后，美体师独特的按摩手法，可以恢复背部肌肉弹性与张力，同时，还可以快速消除肩、背、腰部肌肉僵硬、不适等现象，具有很好的保健功能。每周可做1-2次，尤其是在婚礼前一夜一定要做一次。

　　tips：

　　孕妇、经期、有皮肤炎症、伤口不能做此项护理。

　　Point 4：增加背部含水度

　　背部的含水度是继紧实度后又一大魅力标准。缺水的肌肤很容易起皮，摸起来干涩、粗糙，失去了女性的柔美。你的背部是否已经进入了可怕的干燥圈套呢？

　　给背部肌肤彻底的补水首先要做到把背部的毛孔打开，将水分真正输送到背部肌肤干燥细胞中，让肌肤喝饱水。洗澡时先用热气微蒸肩部和背部，使老旧的角质软化，再用丝瓜络刷洗背部，去除沉积在背部的角质和油脂。如果感觉背部还不够清爽，可以均匀涂抹去角质膏或去角质油，轻轻按摩以加速去角质。用专用刷子轻刷肌肤，能加强去角质的效果，还能促进补水效果。

你需要哪些些美背产品(美容大王配图)

　　美背产品对症选：

　　你当然可以选择上沙龙去做美背保养，不过对于想要在家每天DIY照顾肌肤的美眉，首先要将保养产品准备齐全！你需要些什么样的美背产品？

　　第一：符合你肌肤需求的身体清洁品。是干、是油、还是中性、敏感性肌肤，身体跟脸部一样，也是各有所需的。

　　第二：身体去角质产品。通常身体跟脸部去角质产品不太一样的地方，是身体用的颗粒会比较粗，甚至在沐浴乳里就已经添加了去角质颗粒。

　　第三：敷背产品。敷背的目的是紧致毛孔、均匀肤色、保湿和控制背部油脂的分泌，通常一个星期做个1至2次就可以。

　　第四：身体化妆水。在没有特别做背部保养的时候，沐浴后就喷上身体化妆水对身体油脂的分泌有很好的控制效果。

　　DIY美背保养步骤

　　1、洗完澡后，从去角质开始保养背部细嫩肌肤。

　　2、取适量的去角质产品，在背部以打圆的方式清除角质。

　　3、在背后敷上一层盖住毛孔的敷泥，自己敷不到可以请姊妹代劳。

　　4、静待10-15分钟后将敷泥清洗干净。

　　5、喷上身体化妆水，美背保养完成。

All from 美容大王

woman ad girl love yourself ~and body

2009-04-30T06:35:00.000-07:00

love your back~

有些部位平时一般不会轻易地露出，不是不能露而是一经露出必然是艳光四散，背部就是其一。晚礼服如果露肩，那穿者已经跨越性感的初段；而一但露背，则几乎已经到了性感的九段。光滑、润洁的背部肌肤有点像18世纪的美国西部，永远鞭策着男人拼命地往那里赶。

　　美背“杀手”：粗糙、痘痘、斑点

　　1.常洗温水澡：洗澡时用热气微蒸肩部和背部，使老旧的角质软化而容易去除，用丝瓜络刷洗背部，能有效去除的背部的油脂。

　　2.角质不能留：在感觉粗糙的肌肤上均匀抹上去角质膏或去角质油，轻轻按摩以加速去角质。用专用刷子轻刷肌肤，不仅能加强去角质的效果，还能促进新陈代谢。

　　3.乳液很重要：沐浴后要涂上专用的滋润乳液，给肩部的肌肤提供长久呵护。

love your hand ~

　　想来，大多数情况手会与心连在一起，十指连心是痛感，而牵着女人的手对于男人来讲，则几乎也就等同于俘虏了她的心。男人大多喜欢握着她的手，感觉它的温暖，或者将它提起，吻它的背或腕，轻柔却同样能让男人有所感觉。如果女人以为含蓄就不能让男人“屈服”，那么她们就大错特错了。

　　护手小秘诀：

　　1.最好用专用护手霜。含甘油、矿物质的润手霜，特别适合干燥肤质，每次洗手后及时涂上，可补充水分及养分，特别是干燥的指甲边缘一定要顾及到。

　　2.工作的闲暇时，不妨做做手部按摩。利用休息的时间来回揉搓、按摩双手，增加血液循环，不仅对手部肌肤有利，还能缓解冬日里手部冰凉的症状。

　　3.每周一次手部SPA护理。在手背均匀地涂一层去角质霜，去除老化角质。然后涂上手膜，或者将化妆棉浸透滋润精华素均匀地敷在手背上，戴上塑料手套或者裹上保鲜膜后，再用热毛巾包好，15分钟后除掉冲洗干净，再涂上护手霜。

love your waist

古今以来，男人心中“美女的标准”一直在变，女人的腰是他们始终仔细考察的对象。恋爱中的男女卿卿我我，男方总喜欢将手围抱在女方的腰处，从而得到一种类似占有的满足。服装设计师也深谙女人腰的作用力，纷纷推出露蛮腰的性感时装，一上女人的身也的确吸引到了众多男士的目光。

　　5个习惯腹婆轻松变腰精：

　　1、坐姿要端正

　　2、不要忍便

　　3、运用腹式呼吸法

　　4、要时刻缩小腹

　　5、勤做运动

love your abs

好象只要是接近女性私处的部位就一定能够得到男人的宠爱，腹部亦然。腹部的位置还不只那么简单，它离乳房也是那么近，于是温柔的爱抚也好，热烈的爱抚也好，腹部成了从乳房到私处爱抚的必经之路。男人也喜欢将头枕在女人酥软的腹部，其感觉真是非言语所能表达，似乎是一种对母性的追思。

　　豆腐+牛奶速效平腹法：牛奶豆腐汤

　　配料：豆腐200克牛奶200毫升盐少许糖1匙葱花，味精少许。

　　做法：像做普通豆腐汤那样把豆腐放在牛奶中煮（牛奶中加少许水，防止干锅），等沸腾后，依照自己的口味假如调味品即可食用。

　　在用这个菜单减肥时不需要其他食物，这个汤可以吃到饱为止。第一天只能喝豆腐牛奶汤，从第二天开始加入黄瓜或者西红柿等水果蔬菜，增加威力的纤维含量，加速新陈代谢，这时你就明显的感觉小腹平了很多，一般第三天你就可以瘦1~2公斤，有平平的腹部啦！

well girl have a nice back and hand and a nice wasit

boy will love you very much~~~~xD

well i like girl that have nice smooth back~~xD

mess up my life

2009-04-25T21:03:00.000-07:00

well

this day

my life is like this :

love = fail

senior 1 total exam = fail

English exam = fail

Bahasa exam = fail

sigh

mess up my life

this fail that fail

this month really really ..........mess up

ha ha ha ha

1+1=0

2009-04-06T09:26:00.000-07:00

In love
1+1 = 0
why?
look example here :
i devote a lot of thing
what i get is a big 0

friend in love
it cant count
you cant count how much you love him/her
and you expect he/she will give you the same much of love
it is too tired
1+1 doesn't equal to 2
may be it is 1+1= 0.008
or may be you devote a lot a lot of thing
but you get non
it won't be balance

Always remember one thing

單方面付出的愛情是不會有好結果的

love cant use number to count
and you cant expect you get what you give in love
it is too hard
may be
you pay a lot but you only get a litter or many non
sigh

yeah iris has fall in love yeah iris heart has been broken

2009-04-05T01:27:00.000-07:00

Every one listen to this good news
yeah
Mr Iris
the one who single for 18 years
the animal who live on the earth
Has fall in love
yes is Has past tense
next minute
Mr Iris heart has been broken into pieces
hah ah
because the girl rejected him
ha hah ah ha ha hah h
and the next day
the girl told him
she have bf now
is her ex
his heart pain again
ha ha ha ha
what he do next?
drunk? crazy go outside like a mad dog?
or looking for some fight?
speeding? cry? emo ?
no all no
I just smile with a broken heart
ha ha ha
even pain i still smile
ha ha ha
because i don;t like drunk
i am still a human
my body is wick cant' fight other
i am man won't cry so easy even is pain i still have to bear it
ha ha
i don't really love to cut my self
ha hah haha
every one have idea?
to the girl
你的眼神充滿美麗帶走我的心跳

你的溫柔如此靠近帶走我的心跳

逆轉時光到一開始能不能給一秒

等著哪一天你也想起

那懸在記憶中的美好

to me and other :

你说你爱了不该爱的人

你的心中满是伤痕

你说你犯了不该犯的错

心中满是悔恨

你说你尝尽了生活的苦

找不到可以相信的人

你说你感到万分沮丧

甚至开始怀疑人生

早知道伤心总是难免的

你又何苦一往情深

因为爱情总是难舍难分

何必在意那一点点温存

要知道伤心总是难免的

在每一个梦醒时分

有些事情你现在不必问

有些人你永远不必等

迪克牛仔-我這個你不愛的人

2009-04-03T09:27:00.000-07:00

迪克牛仔-我這個你不愛的人

很黑的深夜電話響起
沒有睡的我猜想是你
也許它傷了你的心
也許你懷疑它的情
這曾導致我們分離
太多愛聚集在一時激情
太多人放手在一時任性
誰又真的了解自己
誰又真的問過自己
需要跟什麼樣的人在一起
我這個你不愛的人
還單身一個人
守在感情門外撐了又撐
你又何必來敲打我不
安的心門
我這個你不愛的人
還單身一個人
沒日沒夜心和回憶抗衡
你就不要來觸碰我的疼
讓我一個人穿過愛背
後的傷痕

tagged by Jessey

2009-03-27T07:39:00.000-07:00

1. Beside your lips, where is your favorite spot to get kissed?
*well...........err......eye? may be ..one day i fall in love ..i will tell you

2.How did feel when you woke up this morning ?
*it is just like :Oh is Morning ~

3.Who is the last person you took a photo with ?
*err my whole class hah ha h

4.Would you consider yourself to be spoiled ?
*may be ..but not true?

5.Would you ever donate blood ?
*nope ~ha hah

6.Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex ?
*yup...sigh haha hah

7.Do you want someone to dead ?
*some time ..but now i change already ha hah

8.What does your last text message say ?
*errrr who are you ?

9.What are you thinking now ??
*i don't know what i am thinking now ...i really don't know

10.Do you wish someone was with you now ?
*sigh ..SIGH s..igh ..may be

1.What time did you go to sleep last night ?
* 12.21am

12.Where did you buy the T-shirt that you are wearing now ?
*forget already

13.Is someone in your mind now ?
*nope feeling weird

14.Who was the last person to text you ?
* weird person

10 PEOPLE TAGGED TO DO THIS QUESTIONNAIRE.
1. Grace
2. Angie
3.Vink
4. Michy
5. anne
6. fiona
7. Julian
8.Ida
9. Normal
10. wilson

15.Who is no.2 having relationship with ?
* she? single

16.Is no.3 a male or female ?
*male a boy~

17.If no.7 and no.10 together, would it be a good thing ?
* HOLY SHIT that is totally shit they are both BOY

18.What is no.1 studying about ?
* she is now in NS

19.When was the last time u chat with them ?
* well a day ago? o.O

20.Is no.4 single ?
* well i guess yes?

21.Say something about no.5 .
* a friendly girl ? and pretty ? lol

22.What do you think about no.3 and no.6 being together ?
*lol they don't even know each other...

23.Describe no.9 .
* a terrible monster name Gozila lol~~XD 4526~~~..

24.What would you do if no.6 and no.8 fought ?
*is impossible ~~ha hah ha a one in kuching another is in serika~so far~`you think they are superhero ? ==

tagged by Angie

2009-03-25T06:21:00.000-07:00

幸福點點名遊戲規則回答下列問題，並貼到自己的網誌or報台寫完後，自己多加一個問題然後傳給十個人，可以點被點過的人，被你點到的人你要去跟他說，我點到你了。寫完後去跟點到你的人說「我寫完了」不可以不寫喔，不然幸福就會跑掉喔

1.我的大名贱男人
2.我的生日 : 3/3/91(angie you better remember it)
3.誰傳給你的 : Angie
4.說出五個好朋友 : Andria jing ida Grace
5.生日想要得到什麼禮物 : Lamborghini
6.近期開心的是 : er.......................don't have ...
7.近期壓力大的是 : UEC....
8.未來想做什麼: weapon business men ~business men~
9.有沒有喜歡的人 :may be?
10.同學會要回去找老師嗎 : some teacher only
11.跟誰出去最幸福 :Mr money
12.如果你的兩個好友吵架了 : ask them clam and think
13.跟情人出去最想去哪 : beach~
14.聖誕節要做啥 :SNOW~~~~~~
15.最想跟誰過聖誕節 : if can sure is my lover
16.有沒有起床气 : not really
17.有幾個兄弟姐妹 : two elder bro...
18.最喜歡的一首歌(女生的) : Without you by Mariah Carey
19.最喜歡的一首歌(男生的) :Wont go home without you by Maroon 5
20.喜歡什麼顏色 :black,white,silver
21.上廁所會不會先沖水 : yes...
22.愛不愛我 :still fine with it
23.喜歡男生還是女生 :=.= i am boy of cause is girl
24.最想大聲說什麼 : Fuck you
25.半夜敢不敢自己上廁所 : =.= of cause dare
26.上廁所會不會脫褲褲 : you idiot ?
27.誰很欠打 :who make this
28.現在很迷什麼 :Dream of doll
29.睡相很差 : i sleep like a cat
30.現在的時間 : 9.34pm
31.是否痛恨傳給你點卷的人 :nope~
32.體重多少 : 65 or 64 kg over slim ==
33.今天天氣 : HOT
34.你懷孕了嗎 : use your brain please..do you ever see a normal pregnant before? =.=
35.你若中樂透最想做什么 : earn more money and i want a Aston Martin or Nissun r34
36.大學生一定要玩的活動 : i don't know ==
37.如果能為彩虹添加一種顏色你選: dark silver

【點名人物】
1. Grace
2. Ida
3. Adrian
4. Vin
5. Jessey
6. Julian
7. CY
8. Normal
9. KJ
10.Wilson

01-【４號認識６號嗎】：yup about 6 years
02-【１０號是男還是女】：boy~
03-【８號的興趣是】：basketball?
04-【１號有沒有兄弟姐妹】one older sis and one litter brother
05-【７號姓氏】： tan
06-【１０號人緣好嗎】：still ok ~
07-【４號有人追嗎】：don't know .he never tell ?
08-【承上２號呢】：already have bf so ......not available
09-【６號喜歡的顏色是】：errr white
10-【３號和１０號是朋友嗎】：i don think so....
11-【８號的生日是】：alamak...don remember le..paiseh...soli arh iris...
12-【５號讀哪呢】：at kl study nursing
13-【你怎麼認識１０號的】: school ~
14-【你跟１號的生日差幾個月】：3 month
15-【你和９號有出去玩過嗎】：yup a lot of time
16-【你喜歡和２號聊天嗎】：ya easy to bully lol joking joking
17-【你喜歡和３號在一起嗎】：we know each other for 5 years so yes ha ha
18-【你覺得７號人怎樣】：he ? hmm a bit crazy
19-【你覺得９號人怎麼樣】：well a bit of insane?
20-【你愛５號嗎】：LOL just friend hah ha a

1.是誰傳給你這份問卷的 : Angie
2.你們認識多久呢 : if i am not wrong i am sure is about 3 yeras
3.你覺得他(她)對你來說很重要嗎 : well ? still ok ?lol
4.你與他(她)的關係是 : Friend
5.請問他(她)的興趣是 : dancing..buy hello kitty stuff?
6.你覺得他(她)的個性如何 : playful nice
7.他(她)在你心目中是幾分 :errr i judge my friend on mark

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＊睡覺前第一件事 :brush my teeth and wash my face
＊起床前第一件事 : open my eye and check out the time
＊你的偶像是 : Mr money
＊你喜歡的季節 : autumn
＊你打工過嗎 : ya
＊打工次數 : 1
＊你想去的國家 : Japan,French Taiwan.Egypt
＊你討厭什麼樣的個性 : Lc and some people talking with out brain
＊你常哭嗎 : nope
＊你常笑嗎 : still fine
＊去玩時喜歡一個人去嗎 : sometime
＊是假日時你都睡到幾點 : depend on what time i sleep
＊今天的天氣是（晴雨陰）:sun
＊朋友和情人你會選擇 : friend ha hah ah a but both i also don't have
＊機會和命運你會選擇 :choice
＊你很自戀嗎 : nope
＊這問卷多不多 :yes it is ==
＊要怎樣才能讓自己過的好一點 : smile and rich~
＊喜欢吃什么 : Sweet stuff ice cream chocolate
＊喜歡吃冰嗎 : ya
＊現在幸福嗎 : fine
＊最在乎哪幾個朋友 :sigh may be all
＊房間裡最重要的東西是什麼 : computer my bed and my bear
＊最常夢到什麼 :er...all is bad dream
＊男人精神出軌要不要原諒他 : i am not gay .......stop asking me gay question
＊你认为人生的意义是什么 : earn a lot of money and live my life live my dream
＊你知道吗？（看你们怎么回答！）: know`
＊什么时候最讨厌我 : being emotion and without using my brain
＊向往出世抑或入世，向往道家抑或儒家？ : all no
＊你喜欢吃什么蛋糕？ : all kind
＊请问这个游戏可以停止了吗？ :better be
＊喜欢沙丁鱼吗^^？ stupid question
＊谁是你的知己？ : sigh i wish i have
＊IQ/EQ哪一个比较高？ : errrrrrrr Eq
＊電腦还是手機？ : computer ~
＊比较喜欢睡觉还是玩？ : play`
＊Friendster 还是 Facebook ? : Facebook

＊What is your cellphone model? :SonyErrison k770
＊Missing someone ? : may be? i don't want to tell~
＊SHMILY??? what is this?

Dream of Doll ~

2009-03-24T06:53:00.000-07:00

I guess a lot of people heard of D.O.D or T.O.D actually they all are Dream of Doll
when you guy always what is dream of doll is it?
heh he
here is some picture of it
it is very beautiful~
heh he this is a female doll
hah a i am sure you all know that ok don't kick my ass
Hiak hiak this is a male believe it it is a male i love his eye so much *sigh* unlike my eye small and *sigh*
Japaneses doll
Student doll~~he he
Beautiful doll
he heh still have a lot more hiak hika
i just wish i have their face eye and nose and lips ha hah a

天上一日，地下一年

2009-03-18T01:19:00.000-07:00

寂寞是块试金石！城市的繁华，生命的快节奏，永不停息的渴望，让我们释怀了生活，也忘记了去感受！！是寂寞的降临，给予了我们知识，擦拭了我们的双眼，让我们不再浮躁，不再盲目的道路上一如既往，义无反顾。寂寞亦是针麻醉剂麻痹了妄自菲薄，妄自尊大，却走失了人群---凯撒·苏西

寂寞会让人抓狂，可是只有寂寞更能让人审视自己

所以我在黑夜中體驗寂寞

也许爱情也是时间的一部分

當我从寂寞的世界回到原先的世界發現,物是人非,她已遠去了.必竟她不可能等一个“死人”，她有属于自己的时间。

風住塵香花已盡，日晚倦梳頭。物是人非事事休，欲語淚先流。聞說雙溪春尚好，也擬泛輕舟。只恐雙溪舴艋舟，載不動許多愁。

驿外断桥边，寂寞开无主。已是黄昏独自愁，更著风和雨。无意苦相争，一任群芳妒。零落成泥碾作尘，只有香如故。

黑夜中的寂寞的时间仿佛是凝固的。日复一日面对蓝天海水，没有改变，没有激情。，却不知“天上一日，地下一年”，人间沧海桑田。

lonely

2009-03-16T07:10:00.000-07:00

lonely is like a sea
a sea that you can't even see any island
a sea that you can heard any sound
it is totally dead silence
i don't know how many day how many years that i have been floating at this sea
trying to get out of the sea
but i can't
there is no boat at here
there is no light
no sun
there is only dead silence
no one want to get in this sea
only me at here
it is so lonely ...

一想你风就飞扬 from卜王之王

2009-03-15T06:38:00.000-07:00

若是只孤独的候鸟
我为谁倾心歌唱
若是面空空的镜子
我为谁照亮红妆
花开是谁的笑脸
风动是谁的心房
小窗前一帘星月
琴键上十指芬芳
春说你伟岸如山
却有时宁静凄凉
秋说你奔腾如水
却难免轻浮放浪
你是我恋恋的风尘
也是我楚楚的忧伤
一想你风就飞扬
一念你花就开放

just back from my chaos word

2009-03-12T06:41:00.000-07:00

Sorry for didn't up date for a long long time

this few day i have a lot of exam
chinese math English bahasa
after this moth holiday i will have a lot more of exam
to prepare for UEC
i guess those just the starting
well
every one knows today is the SPM result out day
ok
some one is happy
some one is sad
ok
i know you are curious about my result
ok
i get 4 G9 including bahasa
that mean no certificated for me
ok it sucks
So So what? i still a rock star~~~~
i got my rock move and i don't need you~~~
na na na na

i have a lot of thing to do now day
exercise running
home work
exam
i don't think i will like to fail my UEC
i will die if i do
sigh

Happy Birthday to me...

2009-03-02T07:59:00.000-08:00

Time pass by so fast

few minute ago i was 17 years old

few minute later i am 18 years old

i have live on the earth for 18 years

still didn't done any good yet

still have my first kiss

still haven hold a girl hand before

i am still fresh and clean

ha ha ha ha

sigh

late nigh lonely in the dark

tomorrow? i guess is another 8 hour more

i will be having my physic exam

thinking on what I've done in this 18 years

a bit tired on acting crazy

a bit tired to explain to other people

and now just let it be

from 6 now

is not easy

can't play any more

and don't really have time to play

already forget how is birthday cake look like

hah ha

i want make 3 wish

first i wish i could get a Mercedes SLR Mclaren or Lamborghini or Ferrairi soon

wish i could be a Rich rich rich man

wish all the woman meet before will be happy and blissfully

Happy 18 Birthday ..tears

i'm not insane?

2009-02-25T22:27:00.000-08:00

I keep having nightmare this few day
every morning wake up i feel suffer
my brain just keep remind me about the dream
it just keep torture me

i keep thinking on can i survive on this reality and cruel community ?
can i earn my own money?
can i go to college ?
it just driving me crazy

i keep go running try to realist my stress
it don't really work

exam homework
it just making me more and more confuse

i m not insane
i m not insane
~~???
am i ?

tagged by Haha

2009-02-18T05:54:00.000-08:00

幸福套餐 NO.1
01 你的绰号 : iris devil
02 年龄 : 17 快18了
03 生日 : 3.03.1991
04 星座 : 雙魚座
05 兴趣 : play eat money
06 专长 : er........eat?

幸福套餐 NO.2
01 你有没有喜欢的人?: not really
02 是否在交往?: 不...
03 现在幸福吗?: not bad
04 如果上天给你勇气，最想做什么事?: 抱我全家人...
05 如果有天,你爱的人跟你告白的话?: this is my face>>>>>>O.O
幸福套餐 NO.3
01 最爱的节目: don't have
02 最爱的音乐: hip pop soft rock and a lot more
03 最爱的季节: winter
04 最爱的卡通: one pieces
05 最爱的人: my friend and family
06 最爱的颜色: black and white and gold ~~$.$
07 最爱的国家: nope
08 最爱的天气: snowing~~

幸福套餐 NO.4
01 如果上天给你三个愿望: 1 i am the world rich man 2. nice body shape 3. great power
02 你是很专一的人吗?:sure as long as she don't betray me
03 最深刻的回忆?: one day i will make it
04 你是个很有信心的人吗?: nope
05 你很爱微笑吗?: still fine on it
06 如果你要放弃你现在的生活，你愿意吗?: if it is become rich and power full..why not?
07 妄想什么样的生活?: rich glamorous life
08 是否横刀夺爱才是爱?: nope and never

Shit letine day

2009-02-14T22:59:00.000-08:00

Well Yesterday is the happy valentine day
yes
ok i lie
i am not really happy about it
i just kind of sick of people leave me at home alone
all go date
DATE DATE
is that all in you guy mind?

is that valentine day so important to you guy ?
or never mind
it is important to you guy
but could you please stop making me look like i am so alone
ok
i am

sigh
forget that i didn't mean to blame any thing or any one
i kept doing exercise on yesterday just try to forget there is some thing stuck inside me
10 round of running
2 set of jumping
30 minute of training
11 minute of sit up
3 match of basketball
i feel batter after that
but only a litter bit

it just so shit

it just not easy~

2009-02-06T01:18:00.000-08:00

Sorry for didn't update for a long time
this few day just busy
sigh
exam exam exam
sigh
just wish i will be smart more

this year fail thing will be serious sucks
sigh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~`
just so stress

time to prepay for UEC ART exam
any one mind tell me basic sketch of Sketching ?
need to improve it

i need to improve my weight
NOT FAT is MUSCLE
i don;t want any fat on my body
i only need muscle
chest and abs
i need my chest BIGGER
and my arm
i just so damn skinny
aRRRRR
i hate it
i WANT IMPROVE IT

You wont change me .

2009-01-30T21:15:00.000-08:00

Bro i know you try to help me
i know you just want to help me
even you want to change me
But......
i am me
i wont be you
it wont happen
.......................................
you say
the relationship between us are so shallows
yes
it is?
it is too complicated between us

i know you will say is i think too much
a lot of people say we look a like
i hate that
i really hate that
you wont understand it

how i feel like
i hate people keep compare me and you

i am me
just me
you always say i live in my own world
can you see?

my world and your world
are totally different
i say no money cant find gf
you say is gf use to buy?

Can you see you don't know what i am talking about
you asked me do i had any thing to said to you
i said don't have
you said we 3 years did;t meted
i don't have any thing to said to you ?

what you want me said to you ?
what are you expecting ?

i already said so
you and me
too complicated
i don;t know i should hate you in my childhood
or i should say a thank for your bully ?

may be you said i am still childish
may be i am wick or whatever

you didn't realize i change
how much i had change
you still think i use to be the boy from 3 years ago?

or may be you think i am still a kid ?
i don;t know what you think on me

every one have it own way to surivive to live
i am me

weird tag....

2009-01-17T23:01:00.000-08:00

Dear (the last person who left a comment on your Journal).

I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it when ___2______3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___.

___12___,-Your name-

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match [x]
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me [x]
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car [x]
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kebab - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on [x]
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk [x]

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scared
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
American Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed [x]

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change [x]
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters [x]
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks [x]
E/F - Your neighbor Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before [x]
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism [x]
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family [x]

RESULT
don't really know how to tell you this, but I dislike you I think I realized it when When your dwarf bit me [x] In your camping car and I saw you Carve your initials into My best friend I'm sure you're Frostbitten enough to understand How awful I've felt I'm returning Your ring to you, but I'll keep Your left ear as a memory. You should also know that I Never openly mocked The apartment building.

Your everlasting enemy,-tears-

Hell not again

2009-01-13T08:06:00.000-08:00

See that rice up there?
i cook it
fried rice
curious ?
i am curious why i cook too
ya the reason is because...
my mom is at kl ..
so my dad cook
will his cooking skill
I HAVE NO COMMENT ON HIS COOKING SKILL
damn it
so i cook my dinner my self
sigh
my brother escape today ..........
damn lucky
hell day
i don't know i still normal or not now
i just don't satisfy on my self
my body
GOD damn it
why don't it just give me 10 more kg of muscle ?
working hard on my abs ..
damn pain now..
sigh

just cut my hair~

2009-01-11T08:59:00.000-08:00

Well because of open school
i had to cut my hair
if not
the discipline will brain wash me
==:
=x=
dark version ?
my face look really stupid
sigh

tagged by haha

2009-01-07T07:33:00.000-08:00

1. Do u hav any secret?
*if you mean to my parent ...yes a lot

2. Would u fall in love with boy younger (girl older) than u?
* why not?
3. Do u enjoy going to school?
* school

4. wat would u do with a billion dollars?
* if i can get it sure is...buy a car and a house than those money leave save it to bank~

5. which is more blessed, being loved or loving someone?
* being love hah ha

6. List out 10 favourite songs
* forget already too much
7. If the person u admired is attached, what will u do?
* first see is there any weapon at the floor if have pick up and than ^^kill them
8. Is there anything makes u extremely happy?
*hmm i get 100B US dollar or i get a pretty and mild and sexy gf? hah a
9. What makes u angry?
* what make me angry? people keep offense me keep bully me ..seing my friend get bully

10. How would u c urself in 10 years time?
* sigh still alive? working hard?

11. Who is currently the most important person to u?
* friend and family
12. What is the most important thing in life?
* Money ~love?

13. Would u rather be single and rich or married but poor?
* single n rich

14. wat is ur favourite color?
* white and black

15. If u were to fall in love, which 2 ppl will u pick?
* ==; ..you want me die is it?

16. Will u forgive and forgot how horrible the things a person has done to u?
* forgive may be... forget? i use a knife give you a big and deep cut ...even it is recover ..but it still have scar

17. what do u want to tell the person u like?
*errrrrrr......do you like me?>///<

18. What kind of person would u fall in love with?
* please be mild and nice ...........and must have feel? @@

Where is my chicken wing? ~@@

2009-01-05T01:05:00.000-08:00

Yesterday my parent bring me to the Spring Kluang Station ....
i order a set chicken wing and lime juice ~~

my drink~
but where is my chicken wing?
1 minute later......
still didn;t come wait~
10 minute later..............................
still didn't come ...wait..........................
20 minute later............................
where is my chicken wing?..........
30 minute later.................................................................
#@!%$#@^$#%&^%*&^% this shop don;t have chicken wing?
40 minute later .............................................................................................
.............................................................................................................................................................................................
50 minute later ........
finally come
well not a bit BBQ chicken wing ~but it just took too long time ........
wait till i want suicide ~

Mcdonald ~Beauty and the beast?==?

2009-01-05T00:50:00.000-08:00

WEEEEEE Mcdonald~~~~~XD
yes i go to the Mcdonald having so afternoon tea?~
ha hha
well that is not the point
the point is i can EAT~
~^0^Y
when i was eating
suddenly i see a pretty girl walk in ~
and than
i see his bf walk in~~O.O
and than i saw her bf face
well
i dont REALLY LIKE TO COMMENT other on looking(cause i am ugly)
...well ..well.. i can only said it is BEAUTY AND THE BEAST
........

see the girl pretty till blink blink
lolx
joking
a bit jealous on the boy
sigh~ha hah ha

2009-01-02T01:02:00.001-08:00

虽然闭上眼睛，比清醒更清醒

　　窗外应该飘着雨，此刻应该是黎明

　　因为听不到你轻轻呼吸的声音

　　只有潮湿的泪水贴着脸颊和枕头
　　
　　天空下着雨的时候我就会想你

　　想你怎样小心翼翼在我生命里

　　你不愿在我身边留下任何的痕迹

　　因为你说我应该有完整的自己

Happy 2009~

2009-01-02T00:10:00.000-08:00

happy 2009 give you girl a kitty love photo

new years again

time just pass so fast

3 more moth i will be 18

a nice age?

a stress age look more like

ha ha ha ha ha

life life life life

another year

another journey

but it can't restart

2008 i learn lot of stuff
昨日黄土垄头送白骨，今宵红灯帐底卧鸳鸯

when 2009 end is end of my first journey

well now i still live like this cat~~XD
ha ha ha h sleeping on the sun~~~xD