Thursday, December 31, 2009
真是他媽的人生,
不斷的挣扎,
不停的挣扎,
疲命的挣扎..................................
死命的挣扎十八年了.................
在愛情中挣扎那麼久了...
最後仍舊一無所有............
在生活中挣扎了十八年.....
最後連希望期望都破碎了....
很疲倦
很厭倦
我很累了
挣扎的很累了
我要的東西
都必須不停的挣扎
真是他媽的人生
真的不喜歡這樣
真的不願意這樣
度過我的一生....
生活就像一头大到看不见尾巴的鲸鱼，它的嘴巴张开，好大好大的黑，可是却不急着把我吞下去。就这么张着.
这让我很焦虑，焦虑到最后，变成一种惯性的哀愁,,不必等鲸鱼将我吞下，我自己就沉到了墨绿色的海底
苦苦的不停的挣扎就是為了生存
真是他媽的人生,他媽的世界
我不是在抱怨,,,,,只是很不甘心
挣扎的很累了
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
How i spouse to start this post again ?
like : today is really a good day?
don't think so
how to make a baby cry?
the best way is give him a lollipop
then take it away
why the baby will cry?
if he never get that lollipop
he will never cry
if you never have hope
you will never feel disappointed
you gave me a hope ,a beautiful hope
in the end you told it was just a joke
i am so tired these day
my result like shit
i admit
24 more hours
then it is end of 2009
look back
i got nothing but fucked this year
Sunday, December 20, 2009
hi? hello ?
I don't know how should i start this post
is really been a long while since the last post
3 month i guess
Final exam , UEC
all is over
how is my exam?
how is my result ?
how many A have i get?
I even fail my art
so how think is my result?
well this condition is already in my though
so i don't blame any one
but now i am totally lost
what CAN i study ?
yes i use the word CAN not Should
so tired
look back in this year
i get nothing and learn nothing
look at my friends
look at others
money ,result
they all got
look back at me
just a joke
tired of this
try so hard on love
in the end i get fucked out
this and that
i need to clean it up.......
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