Bro i know you try to help me
i know you just want to help me
even you want to change me
But......
i am me
i wont be you
it wont happen
.......................................
you say
the relationship between us are so shallows
yes
it is?
it is too complicated between us

i know you will say is i think too much
a lot of people say we look a like
i hate that
i really hate that
you wont understand it

how i feel like
i hate people keep compare me and you

i am me
just me
you always say i live in my own world
can you see?

my world and your world
are totally different
i say no money cant find gf
you say is gf use to buy?

Can you see you don't know what i am talking about
you asked me do i had any thing to said to you
i said don't have
you said we 3 years did;t meted
i don't have any thing to said to you ?

what you want me said to you ?
what are you expecting ?

i already said so
you and me
too complicated
i don;t know i should hate you in my childhood
or i should say a thank for your bully ?

may be you said i am still childish
may be i am wick or whatever

you didn't realize i change
how much i had change
you still think i use to be the boy from 3 years ago?

or may be you think i am still a kid ?
i don;t know what you think on me

every one have it own way to surivive to live
i am me

Dear (the last person who left a comment on your Journal).

I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it when ___2______3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___.



1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match [x]
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me [x]
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car [x]
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kebab - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on [x]
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk [x]

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scared
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
American Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed [x]

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change [x]
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters [x]
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks [x]
E/F - Your neighbor Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before [x]
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism [x]
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family [x]


RESULT
don't really know how to tell you this, but I dislike you I think I realized it when When your dwarf bit me [x] In your camping car and I saw you Carve your initials into My best friend I'm sure you're Frostbitten enough to understand How awful I've felt I'm returning Your ring to you, but I'll keep Your left ear as a memory. You should also know that I Never openly mocked The apartment building.

See that rice up there?
i cook it
fried rice
curious ?
i am curious why i cook too
ya the reason is because...
my mom is at kl ..
so my dad cook
will his cooking skill
I HAVE NO COMMENT ON HIS COOKING SKILL
damn it
so i cook my dinner my self
sigh
my brother escape today ..........
damn lucky
hell day
i don't know i still normal or not now
i just don't satisfy on my self
my body
GOD damn it
why don't it just give me 10 more kg of muscle ?
working hard on my abs ..
damn pain now..
sigh

Well because of open school
i had to cut my hair
if not
the discipline will brain wash me
==:
=x=
dark version ?
my face look really stupid
sigh

1. Do u hav any secret?
*if you mean to my parent ...yes a lot

2. Would u fall in love with boy younger (girl older) than u?
* why not?
3. Do u enjoy going to school?
* school

4. wat would u do with a billion dollars?
* if i can get it sure is...buy a car and a house than those money leave save it to bank~

5. which is more blessed, being loved or loving someone?
* being love hah ha

6. List out 10 favourite songs
* forget already too much
7. If the person u admired is attached, what will u do?
* first see is there any weapon at the floor if have pick up and than ^^kill them
8. Is there anything makes u extremely happy?
*hmm i get 100B US dollar or i get a pretty and mild and sexy gf? hah a
9. What makes u angry?
* what make me angry? people keep offense me keep bully me ..seing my friend get bully

10. How would u c urself in 10 years time?
* sigh still alive? working hard?

11. Who is currently the most important person to u?
* friend and family
12. What is the most important thing in life?
* Money ~love?

13. Would u rather be single and rich or married but poor?
* single n rich

14. wat is ur favourite color?
* white and black

15. If u were to fall in love, which 2 ppl will u pick?
* ==; ..you want me die is it?

16. Will u forgive and forgot how horrible the things a person has done to u?
* forgive may be... forget? i use a knife give you a big and deep cut ...even it is recover ..but it still have scar

17. what do u want to tell the person u like?
*errrrrrr......do you like me?>///<

18. What kind of person would u fall in love with?
* please be mild and nice ...........and must have feel? @@

Yesterday my parent bring me to the Spring Kluang Station ....
i order a set chicken wing and lime juice ~~

my drink~
but where is my chicken wing?
1 minute later......
still didn;t come wait~
10 minute later..............................
still didn't come ...wait..........................
20 minute later............................
where is my chicken wing?..........
30 minute later.................................................................
#@!%$#@^$#%&^%*&^% this shop don;t have chicken wing?
40 minute later .............................................................................................
.............................................................................................................................................................................................
50 minute later ........
finally come
well not a bit BBQ chicken wing ~but it just took too long time ........
wait till i want suicide ~

WEEEEEE Mcdonald~~~~~XD
yes i go to the Mcdonald having so afternoon tea?~
ha hha
well that is not the point
the point is i can EAT~
~^0^Y
when i was eating
suddenly i see a pretty girl walk in ~
and than
i see his bf walk in~~O.O
and than i saw her bf face
well
i dont REALLY LIKE TO COMMENT other on looking(cause i am ugly)
...well ..well.. i can only said it is BEAUTY AND THE BEAST
........

see the girl pretty till blink blink
lolx
joking
a bit jealous on the boy
sigh~ha hah ha

虽然闭上眼睛，比清醒更清醒

　　窗外应该飘着雨，此刻应该是黎明

　　因为听不到你 轻轻呼吸的声音

　　只有潮湿的泪水贴着脸颊和枕头
　　
　　天空下着雨的时候我就会想你

　　想你怎样小心翼翼在我生命里

　　你不愿在我身边留下任何的痕迹

　　因为你说我应该有完整的自己

happy 2009 give you girl a kitty love photo

new years again

time just pass so fast

3 more moth i will be 18

a nice age?

a stress age look more like

ha ha ha ha ha

life life life life

another year

another journey

but it can't restart

2008 i learn lot of stuff
昨日黄土垄头送白骨，今宵红灯帐底卧鸳鸯

when 2009 end is end of my first journey

well now i still live like this cat~~XD
ha ha ha h sleeping on the sun~~~xD